My Secret Marriage

chapter 13

Sadhvi's pov:

I hang up the call and saw that it is almost 7,i went to kitchen and helped my mom preparing dinner.

My mom gave me vegetables to cut,i took them and sat on floor taking a chopping board, knife and a plate to place the cutted veggies.

Halfway through the cutting, my mom asked me.... "Are you fine Beta? "

I just said "I'm OK mom. "

She said "Don't hesitate sadhvi...... "

I said not hiding anything "Mom I don't really have any problem marrying a guy you choose but I am not sure how I will manage now."

She said " Don't worry beta. Just remember all that happens is for good. "

Her words really soothed me.

I asked my doubt"Will they like me mom? "

She smiled and said "They liked you.... That is why they want you as their daughter in law. "

I felt happy hearing that.

I asked " I can study after marriage no mom? "

She said while cooking something
"Of course your dad already spoke about this matter with them. They agreed. "

" in fact both their children are going to be doctors now even their daughter in law will be a doctor" she said teasingly.

I just bowed down my head and started blushing.

I don't know what is happening to me??

Maybe this marriage thing took a toll on me.

Yeah.... Maybe.

I wanted to ask more about my future husband but I was feeling shy.

So I diverted my attention to the veggies in my hand and started cutting it perfectly.

After cutting I also helped mom in preparing curry.

We both together set the table and waited for dad and Krishna.

They both came and my mom served for all of us.

We all completed our dinner.

I took all our plates and washed them.

I was about to go to my room, Dad called me and informed that tomorrow my in laws are coming to our home.

I was flustered,nervous.

My mom patted my shoulder and said "Don't think much .Have a good night sleep. "

I in return said a goodnight and flexed to my room.

Actually I'm some what afraid.... What if they don't like me.

I know my mom said they liked me.
But I can't help but being paranoid.

Suddenly a thought came to my mind..... "Will my husband come tomorrow? "

No I don't think so. Because mom said my in laws are coming.
If he was coming my mom would at least inform me.

But marriage is in 3 days......it's really fast.

I don't know how we will manage.

We have many works........... Invitations, clothes shopping, catering etc.

I don't know how dad will manage.

I know I will not even get time for choosing clothes....... May be I will just ask mom to get them.

Yeah it will be better than stressing my self.

How can I forget about dowry??

I know it is not legal and also it's wrong but that is how society works. I don't think we have huge amount of money to give them as dowry. We are just a middle class family who barely meets their ends.

All I can do is hope that they won't ask for huge amount of money as dowry.
Because if they do that....we will be drowning in debts.
I don't want that.

God please help us.

Suddenly a thought crossed my mind....

Is my husband forced to marry me?

I know I am not beautiful and all.
But he may have some dreams about his wife...... What if he doesn't like me.

Mom said they want him to marry because of his grandma 's health issues.

I will be okay even if he doesn't like me.

I just want to pray God that I hope he doesn't have a girlfriend.

I don't want to spoil someone else's relationship. Even if he doesn't likes me now, he can like me in future. Who knows what gonna happen?

I hope my husband is of gentleman type.
And also an understanding one.
I know sometimes I can be pain in the Ass so he should be patient enough to tolerate my stupid antics.

I may not show my stupid antics now but I'm not sure about future..

May be I will grow comfortable with him.

Geetha says about me that
"You are that girl at first we will think that an innocent girl who knows nothing about world.... But as we grow close we will realize how childish ,crybaby and crazy you are"

As much as I want to deny that, I know it is really true.

I may be an introvert to many people..... But not to those with whom I grew closer.

I hope all will like me tomorrow.

Suddenly I was reminded of the handsome stranger.

I know I may be seeing him in college again, but till then I will be a married woman.

I don't know how I will manage in college.

What if someone makes fun of me for being a married woman?

I just don't want anyone 's attention.

I should be brave..... My friends will be by my side.

With all these things going on my mind, I slipped into deep sleep.

I woke due to the sound of chirping birds.

As soon as I opened my eyes I see that Sun ray's have fallen directly on my eyes blinding my sight.

I kept my hand on forehead and narrowed my eyes and saw through the window.

Wow today the sky is really beautiful........ It is looking like a burning red ball.....

To contrast that red colour, black colored birds are flying on sky making the scene so serene.

I got on my feet and went to bathroom.

I did my morning chores and had a quick shower.
I got dressed into a blue Kurthi that has white thread work here and there, it is paired with white leggings.

I don't really want to get ready with all jewelry and makeup.... I just want it to be a casual meeting.

I braided my hair and went out.