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ー bread crumbs

i hate to admit thisbut this little game of ignoranceis hurting meway more than it'shurting youi can feeli ignored youso you could come back to mebut you have heatheri totally forgotthat you're no longerlonely like mei remember the dayswhen i had ...

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i hate to admit this
but this little
game of ignorance
is hurting me
way more than it's
hurting you
i can feel
i ignored you
so you could come back to me
but you have heather
i totally forgot
that you're no longer
lonely like me
i remember the days
when i had fallen sick
and you told me
how you were grateful that
heather was around
in my absence
i have come
to this conclusion
my seat never remains vacant
if it isn't me
it's him
always
now pushing you
seems harder
day by day
you pass subtle smiles
and i smile back
but we no longer
share the tracks
i walk back and forth
on my own
and the littlest time
of interaction we get
at school
has left me craving for more
but i'd rather
have these bread crumbs
than not have you
at all
i am scared
terrified honestly
because tomorrow maybe
you wouldn't need me completely

i don't wanna say it out loud
but please,
come back to me.


Merry Xmas y'all :)

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