Type
Web NovelGenre
Josei Psychological Romance TragedyTags
Couple Growth Death of Loved Ones DelusionsFemale Protagonist Forced Marriage Limited Lifespan Modern Day Multiple POV Obsessive LoveSelfish Protagonist Sickly Characters Stockholm Syndrome Suicides Terminal IllnessRating(4.7 / 5.0, 332 votes)
Author(s)
Fu Sulü
扶苏绿Status
13 Chapters (Complete)Description
That night, I listened to the hymns till dawn, not for serenity, but to seek a sliver of your soul;
That month, I flipped through all the scriptures, not for enlightenment, but to touch the pages where your fingers once lingered;
That year, I knelt on the grounds, my head embracing the dusts, not to pay obeisance to the Gods, but to feel the warmth you left behind;
That life, I wandered through ten thousand great mountains, not in search for an afterlife, but to cross paths with you –
Gao Fei, do you believe that I lived through this night, this day, this year, and this lifetime, only to hold your hand and accompany you in this journey of life?
Remarks:
This is the very first novel that I wasn't prepared and cried a bucket full of tears. This is one of the reasons why I hate to read novels with tragedy tag. I can't stomach the pain especially if it's too emotional. I've read this novel long ago, and at that time I want to stop reading but I just can't—I want to know the ending.
If you want to be tortured emotionally, then read this novel. A rating of 4.7 in novel updates is too high you know.
Be prepared to break your heart; the pain is too raw.
Edit: So basically, the mc is the third-party 'FOR ME'. but the read was a beautiful feeling tho. i can still feel the satisfaction when i finish reading this story, with the addition of the inputs from the translator(?) at the end. beautiful. soooo yeah. i recommend to myself that i would not read this again to not torture myself.🤣
spoiler>>immediately flip the page if you don't want to be spoiled.
so the mc died. BUT eventhough the mc did die, she got the best ending for me. why? read the story up until the end. don't forget to read the translator(s) remarks(?) at the end tho. im drunk while editing this lol. apologies.
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