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Do y'all want me to post every day or whenever I finish writing a chapter.. ? Because right now I'm writing chapter 21-

Lilia's POV

"Huh?"

"A love triangle..?" Jake repeats and chuckles. "I'll gladly be the second lead." Jake jokes before the director tells us how to sit.

"Can we go for a evil twin vibe?" I ask and the director raises a brow. "Like you know how Jake and I had the same expression, what if it's like we're both tricking Jungwon or something..? Instead of a Love Triangle." I say, not wanting to act like I'm attracted to any of these people in case it looks.. too real.

"I actually like that, go with it, you direct it." He says and I widen my eyes. "Yeah go Lilia!" Areum shouts and I suddenly feel nervous. "Uhm.. Wait Jake sit here." I tell him to sit on the chair as Jungwon and I sit on the staircase. "You look at one of us, and we'll both look at you..? Before looking at the camera again..?" I question myself, asking for reassurance but instead they just stay silent and follow along.

Jungwon chooses to look at me, as Jake and I both look at Jungwon. "Oooh Jake's smirk look at that." I hear Heeseung comment. "Why does it still look like a Love Triangle.. If only Jake looked at Lilia too it really would." Sunoo comments and I widen my eyes a bit.

"Change it up, but now something so you can all look at the camera." He says and we move around again. Jake stays on the throne and I move directly in front of him on the staircase, Jungwon in front of me, so we're all in a line. I lean a bit to the side leaning my elbow on my knee and my chin on my hand, looking at the camera, Jungwon doing the same on the others side but without leaning his chin on his palm.

I see Areum whisper something to the photographer, causing him to smile. "Back in a straighter line." He says and I move to the side a bit so we're all directly in front. "Jake, look like a deceiving king on that throne, and Jungwon can you move up a bit closer to Lilia." He says and I ignore how close Jungwon is and stare at a wall.

"Now.. only if you're okay with it, can you, Lilia, lean down and put one hand on Jungwon's chest, and one covering his eyes." He says and I frown.

"Just like that one Blood Sweat and Tears performances with Taehyung and Jin?" I ask and he frowns a bit before smiling happily. "Yes yes that one." He says and I tilt my head a bit, before looking down at Jungwon.

"Are you fine with that?" I ask and he stays silent for a second before nodding. I first get into position by putting my hand on his eyes, but not really touching him, just blocking his vision, and looking at the camera before putting my hand on his chest.

Jungwon's hand flies to the hand that I have on his chest, grabbing it but keeping it in place. The camera clicks before he lets go. "Sorry that was a reflex." He says apologising as the boys laughed. "Sorry I was too sudden." I say before slowly putting my hand on his chest again, then covering his eyes.

"Now Lilia, tilt your chin up, extend your next and smirk a bit while watching the camera. Someone pass Jake the wine glass." He says and Jake holds it, looking like a deceiving drunk king before we finally finish our shoot.

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Lilia's POV

I drag my feet to my bunk, using all my every to climb up and fall straight onto the bed. I just lay there and stare at the ceiling before I hear 7 boys come into the dorm. Soon the door opens, stays open for a while before it closes.

"Lilia's still asleep." I hear Heeseung's voice. "She's still asleep..? She was sleeping when we left." Jay says and I can't hear what the other members say.

I lay there, thinking of how I just recorded and choreographed a whole song in 7 hours while the whole team thought I was sleeping. But they don't know so I don't go and say anything.

For the whole week while members were sleeping or at school, I had to listen to a backing track and write a whole song with the beats and melody they provided, also choreographing a contemporary dance to it. The melody and beat was very repetitive, it didn't really grow or have a climax, but it was only a short song for the fans to see who I am.

I stay up, singing the lyrics in my head and marking the choreography in my head. Jungwon even came in and 'woke me up' to see if I would have dinner, but I declined.

"Okay get up you lazy ass." I tell myself and go visit civilisation as I hear screams. "What's going on?" I ask as I leave the room. "We're playing games to see which two people will clean the dishes." Niki tells me and I shake my head with a chuckle. I walk towards the table with the dishes and bring them to the sink.

"What are you doing?" Heeseung asks as I pack up the plates. "I'll clean them, I was sleeping all day so it's the least I can do." I tell them honestly.

After washing the dishes and cleaning the table, I go back to the room to check the time on my phone.

"Is Lilia here?"

I hear the managers voice and frown. "Uhm.. I don't know, she was just in the kitchen."

"I'm here." I come out of the room. "Why are you looking for me?" I ask and he sighs. "I noticed Lilia, are you sure you wanna go ahead with it?" He asks and I frown. "What do you mean you noticed?" I pretend and he sighs. "C'mon, are you sure?"

"Look, I'm not sure what you're on about, but it's simply about two people breaking up, and the girl wanting to fulfil the guys dream to make it as if.."

"To make it as if what?" He asks and I shrug. "Like he's still there beside her. No hidden meanings, no nothing. Just read the lines, don't look at me and read in between them."

"My Hiraeth. It's one of the lines. Why can't she return to him?" He asks and I shrug. "Because.."
"Because what?" He asks and you sigh. "Because she can't. If you want me to change it just ask, please stop making it harder."

I hold my hand against my mouth.

"Sorry, I'm just tired." I bow at him and he gives me a smile small. "It's okay, I'll keep the lyrics. Eat and sleep, you must be exhausted from today, you did a good job." He smiles before waving at the members. "Wait what did she do? Didn't she stay here and sleep..?" Sunoo asks and my manager shakes his head.

"No she-."

"I just walked around the building."

"They're gonna know." He says and I just give him that look, that look that goes "really, did you really have to do that?"

"I just recorded leaned the dance to a song, that's all."

"Well she wrote the song and choreographed it, but yes. It's for her introduction alone as the new member." He says and I nod. He soon waves goodbye and leaves.

"Why didn't you tell us? Is it supposed to be a secret? It doesn't seem bad." Niki says and I shrug. "Ooh wait show us." He says and I sigh. "I just didn't want you to see the dance and hear the lyrics and try and read between the lines, it's all made up." I lie and they nod.

"But it's not finalised yet so no, bye bye now."

Boring, ik, sorry

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