if things were different

6-8

"where the hell do you think you were" alecto hissed "i was away whats it to you" i spat and she looked taken back "well as a matter of fact you are my first friend actually and i was worried" she said and i was shocked "aww our little death eater friendship" i cooed and she laughed "whatever you better be at my lesson after lunch" she insisted and i nodded and walked to snapes office. "hello headmaster" i said as i walked into the room "hello y/n congratulations narcissa has told me the news" he said monotonlly "thank you but i was wondering if you maybe had some sort of nausea potion for me to take" i asked hopeful "yes of course i do go to my old classroom and get some called nauseam"he explained "thank you professor i will "i said and walked down the corridors to the old classroom, walked in and headed straight for his cabinet after few second of searching i finally found it and immediately took it. once i was done i was walking through the halls which were now busy so obviously lunch had finished so i had to head to dark arts. as i walked through the doors all eyes were on me "ah look who finally decided to join us "amycus said sarcastically "shut up amycus" i hissed "just go sit y/n" alecto advised and i took my usual spot next to draco, i took out a piece of parchment and wrote on it

we need to talk

and passed it along to him i watched as he opened and and threw it away "please draco its important" i whispered to him which he just ignored "y/n is my lesson boring you that you need to distract mr malfoy" amycus hissed at me "no amycus" i replied "good then you can do all 3 of the unforgivable curses as a punishment" he said and walked to the front of the class "imperio" i casted "dance round the table" i said and the spider did exactly that "crucio " i yelled and the spider screeched in pain "avada kedvara" i said and the spider was dead "next time give me a harder task amycus you know what I'm capable of" i scoffed at him and sat back down "yes very good" he said defeated and the rest of the class went on.

Soon enough it was the end of day and i was sitting in the greathall for dinner "so what was that whole amycus thing about" pansy asked "i dont know to be honest he was just being an asshole to me for no reason" i said "no thats not what im talking about, im talking about how you called him amycus and he didnt hex you or even give a punishment "she said "oh ye that i dont know" i explained and she seemed to leave it there "are we just going to ignore the fact that she missed like a day and half of school"blaise asked "so what i wasn't at this stupid school for a day i had more important things to do than go to class "i said making half the great hall turn to look at me "im so sorry i door know where that came from" i said and he nodded "draco can we talk" i asked again "NO wWE CANT. DONT YOU UNDERSTAND I DOTN WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" he yelled causing everyone in the greathall to look our way thank fully a cloaked professor came behind us "here we go miss y/n this should be enough for about a week and if you need anymore you know where to find me ..... and mr malfoy you have detention for yelling in the greathall" he said and walked off to the professors table "what is that" goyle asked "its nothing im going pans if you wanna come after dinner you can" i said and walked off to my room

. "so whats going on" pansy asked grabbing a liquorice wand and handing it to me "well pans I'm pregnant" i said and she nearly chocked "jeez pans are you okay" i asked concerned and she started to cry "i a-am s-s-s-o-o-o hap-p-y for -y-ou" she said in-between tears "thank you pans but drcao doesnt know only snape narcissa and you so please dont tell anyone" i asked and she looked happy "what are you going to do about draco" "to be honest i dont know every time i want to speak to him he just ignores me and i still dont know what I've done to him he's just so confusing i mean i love him more than anything in this world but i think he's done with me you heard what he's been saying about me and he doesnt want to talk to me anymore so i dont know what to do" i said tears brewing in my eyes "he will come around i will help you tell him but just take it-" she was interrupted by the door slaming open "well guess baby daddys better go speak to him" i said and got up "hey draco please let me talk to you just 2 minutes of your life im begging" i pleaded "no you cant and in those two minutes i could be doing something else or with someone else" he hissed "what'd do you mean with someone else" i asked confused "oh i dont know i could be with astoria maybe" he said frustrated.