It was never meant to be. || SBI DSMP AU

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"TECHNO, WHERES THE L'Mantree?!" Tommy hears Tubbo yell from below, "I'll be back, da- Phil." Tommy says before jumping down from the obsidian, landing in water

"What's a L'Mantree?" Techno asks in confusion as he continues to attack Ponk, "Techno, the first tree! the tree that survived all the wars!" Tommy yells as he runs to where it was supposed to be

"Not this one!" Techno yells with a  grin on his face, Tommy couldn't help but fall to the floor as he reaches the tree, not noticing Tubbo and Quackity infront of him

but before they could do anything, or say anything, Tommy jumps back up, hearing TnT go off from behind him, "Tommy." Tubbo says calmly, putting his sword down, ushering Quackity to do the same

"Go away, Tubbo." Tommy says quietly, noticing the two had put their swords down "Tommy let's talk about this." Quackity says, catching onto what Tubbo was trying to do.

calm Tommy down enough to trust them again.

to get him on their side.

"No no no no no.." Tommy mumbles to himself as he hits his hands off his legs, a way of punishing himself that he used during exile "Tommy, it's not to late to come back, we can fight them.. together.. me and you, man" Tubbo says softly, but Tommy didn't care

"Where was the 'me and you' when I needed you, Tubbo!" Tommy yells at him, tears finding its way into his eyes once again "I wanted to die, Tubbo!" He yells as tears fall down his face

"I know, Tommy.." Tubbo says quietly, "I'm sorry, we both are." Tubbo says gesturing to Quackity

"You don't know! You aren't sorry! How could you be?! None of you visited me! Ranboo did but rarely! None of you fucking cared until today!" The blonde yells, his voice cracking, gaining the attention of the group around them, including Techno, Ghostbur and Dream.

"I had photos of you, Tubbo. Did you know that? I listened to chirp, I tried to do everything I could to make you take me back! I didn't want to be alone anymore!" He yells, the tears falling from his face quickening as he rants

"Dream visited, but he didn't fucking care! He wanted me dead! I know he fucking did! Everyone did!" Tommy yells, as Tubbo and Quackity shake their heads

"That's not true, Tommy." Quackity says softly as the last bits of TnT drop, officially ending the background noise

"Don't fucking lie to me!" Tommy screams at the two, hurting his vocal chords but also gaining the attention of Phil, who uses his electra to fly down as quickly as possible, landing beside Techno

"L'Manburg stopped caring when Will and I were exiled! Will stopped caring about me when Tubbo was more important for intel, and Tubbo, you stopped caring as soon as you stepped on that fucking podium!" He yells as Tubbo takes a step back

"I became worthless as soon as I was exiled the first time, though I wasn't worth much to begin with! You all thought of me as a fucking incompetent child! I wasn't a fucking idiot and i'm certainly not one now! Someone who was unsure about everything!" He yells before taking a breath, the tears finally stopping as he wipes them away

"Because there is one thing, that I was always fucking sure about. We have no control who lives, who dies, or who tells our stories, and in the end?" Tommy takes a breath before continuing

"it doesn't fucking matter because you're always the villain in someone's history books."