[COMPLETED] Mila Wilson is quiet, anxious and a little bit of a mess. When she finally starts college despite her mental health issues, she meets the dark, mysterious, yet intriguing Jace Evans, who is covered in tattoos and the most beautiful boy s...
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"I mean... I'm on the pill. Have been since I was sixteen" I add quickly, just as quietly as before.
Jace's face changes right away, as he realises what I mean. "Really?" he asks me surprised, looking deep in thought.
I nod my head at him. I didn't have to think twice to tell him about it, he told me before how he handled this kind of business with all the others girls. I'm not worried one bit to do this with him. Feeling stupid for even bringing it up, I know that Jace probably won't agree with me. There has to be a reason why he has used a condom with everyone else. It works both ways, both people have to trust each other to take this step. He obviously doesn't know much about my sexual past. I feel embarrassed to even talk about it, but I know I need to say something. My cheeks heat up, feeling as hot as ever.
"It would be my first time without a condom" I say quietly. "I haven't done that with anyone else."
"You don't have to explain yourself, Mila. I want to feel all of you, I do. I just need you to be one hundred percent sure" he says, his eyes not leaving mine once.
Nodding my head, I stare into Jace's beautiful blue eyes too. "I trust you" I tell him, knowing the meaning it has behind it.
His eyes turn soft, I can tell. Jace nods his head back at me. "Okay. I trust you" he says with emphasis on the you, making my heart melt once again. I can't help myself, I have to reconnect our lips right away. Jace uses his hands to push me back onto him before slipping a finger into me one last time to prepare myself. "Ready?" he asks me with wild eyes.
I nod my head, slowly, yet eagerly. With one swift movement, Jace lifts me up with his hands on my waist, before letting me down onto him slowly. I gasp for the second time today, when I feel Jace entering me completely. I always thought people are over exaggerating when they say sex is so much better without a condom. Now I know they're not.
Jace lets his head fall back onto the bathtub, whispering "Oh my god" under his breath, as I repeat the same motion over and over again, lifting and lowering my hips onto him. I hold myself steady by grasping onto the white tub behind Jace's shoulders. Even though this is already as amazing as it gets, I wonder what this would feel like without the hot water surrounding us. Jace lifts his head again, looking me dead in the eyes. I can't help but feel slightly self-conscious, with my body in his full sight, moving up and down before him.
"Keep going babe. Slowly" he says in his low, raspy voice, encouraging me to keep on moving. Little sighs leave my mouth at the intense feeling, as I try not to go faster like demanded. Jace's hand makes its way to the back of my head. He's now the one tugging on my hair, bending my head backwards slightly. Taking full advantage of it, Jace bites my neck gently. The tingling deep in my stomach only intensifies. He works his way up, the bites and little kisses come closer to my ear. "You're all mine, only mine. Remember that" he whispers lowly, and I believe his every word.
I can't help but feel that I want him to be the first and last person to touch me like this. Nodding my head at him, I feel that I'm close already. The sensations of Jace's skin, the hot water and his words are too much for me to handle. I start to lower myself on Jace even deeper than before with every movement.
