My Yoongi My Privilege - Swaggy Girlfriend

BangTan Time

My hands around his hips, my head sunk into his chest, I cried my heart out with my eyes closed. The world around me was darkened, I couldn’t hear even a teeny-weeny sound around me but his rising heartbeat, nothing was in my mind at that moment except the feeling of his sweaty, warm body. So secured, so light as a quill, my heart also has acquired more strength than ever, I thought I was holding the entire world in my hands. I don’t want to part him at any cost.
‘No, You should not!!’ It was an alarm within myself ‘You can’t do this. You should know who you are, don’t fall, don’t lose yourself, you’ll end up getting hurt. You are not meant for him; He’s not meant for you. It’s all just your imagination. Come out of it, Y/N!! Your life is different from his. He’s an idol who you look at as an inspiration. You are just a fan. Don’t go further. Clear your thoughts”

That’s when Suga patted my head. “Okay, Okay”

I didn’t want to create a melodrama act and attract people around us. I opened my eyes and pulled myself away from him.

“I’m sorry” I wiped my eyes with the back of my hands “I couldn’t even ask you about your health on the plane. It’s because I thought…you may think…. Ugh…. No, Leave it. I’m a stupid”

“I can totally understand your situation. Due to the behavior of few persons, the whole fandom gets affected. You don’t have to feel sorry when it’s not your fault”

I smiled “Okay…”. He nodded

My book was still in his hands, I reminded him “So….I have to leave”

“You don’t want to meet them?”

“Them?...Who? Ah…….BTS?”

He smiled “Yes! You didn’t even talk with them while travelling”

“Ah…No. They must be..Umm…You all must be tired. I don’t want to disturb you guys”

“Not at all!! Sparing a minute or two won’t bother them. Come, they are inside”

We reached a room in the backstage. As suga said, they were not looking tired, I saw the same crackhead energy, that we used to see in Bangtan Bombs. They were changed to their casual fits, Jungkook was playing video games on his phone, Jimin was massaging Jin, The 94 liners- Namjoon and J-Hope discussing on some important stuff, and Taehyung munching burger chatting with a staff member. When we entered, Jin noticed Suga first and inquired,
(in Korean)
Where did you go? It’s time for us to leave. The manager told…..Wait. Who’s this girl?

Jimin : I’ve seen her before…but I don’t remember....

The leader turned his head pausing his chat “Hyung…Who’s she?”

Thank god, I couldn’t understand anything. Meanwhile, Suga was planning to trick them. He replied back in Korean “She is our guest. It’s her first time listening our songs, she said our songs where nice but she doesn’t know us. So, I brought her for some introduction” He turned towards me, a dumb ass who doesn’t know what’s going on and asked “You Know BTS?”

Me, the Genius – “Billboard Singers?”

The boys including the staffs broke into laughter.
I was like WTF is going on? Suga gave me “you spoiled the plan dear” look. I gave him “You should’ve told the plan dear” look in response.

Jimin was still recollecting his memory and at last found “I saw you in the airplane”

(Yah, Me too Mr. Park Jimin, Thank you)

Jungkook : El Mariachi…El mariachi…
(Ok, enough, I’m done)

J-Hope came forward and introduced himself. He was such a sweet and humble person. He said his custom dialogue “I’m your hope…”
I continued “You’re my hope…You are…”

We both said together “J- Hooppppeeeee!!!” I’m the luckiest to see his brightest sunshine smile and he also gave me a bro hug. Suga was watching all these seated on the sofa with a cute smile. He didn’t speak a word.

Jimin : Hello…I’m…

Me: Jimin….Pleasure meeting you! I love your voice (I shook hands with him)

Jin: Not mine, then? Aww…My heart! She doesn’t like me…No..my heart

(Mr. Seokjin…stop being so dramatic, I can’t…Please)

Me: I don’t mean that (I went and gave him a slight hug, oh my head only reached his belly, why am I too short? No, why he’s so tall?”) You are extraordinary!! I love you!

When I was in a dilemma how to mention them (cause I couldn’t call all of them “oppa” except Suga, especially in front of Suga. Yes, I love them. I love all seven of them. But why Suga stood out from other six?”), I remembered Ara. I left her at the entrance to wait for me, and it’s late.

“Oh, my goodness-Ara! I have to go, I’m sorry” I was in a hurry.
By this time their manager arrived to take them back to their hotel. They stood up. I bowed and said "Annyeong". They replied the same with a slight bow and a smile.

Tae: We can't talk...

Namjoon: Much...

Tae: Yeah...much today. Let's talk tomorrow. (And he smiled)

How cute. But tomorrow? I was confused. I knew it was a three days concert. I don't have the tickets for the next day.

I mumbled when they started to leave...."But...But I don't have the tickets for the concert tomorrow"

Suga came in front of me and handed my book "You don't need one" and left.