Azaadiyan

Part 28- Divorce

Asiyah's POV.

I took the bus to come back home and it started raining.

I ran inside our place and the moment I got in, I fell on the floor and started crying out loud.

This can't be real!

This really can't be! Why do I have to go through so many unexpected things all at once?!

I'm not mentally ready for more drama!

I couldn't think straight, I couldn't stay calm.

Did Ayesha knew about this?

Why am I only knowing about this now?

What am I going to do? How am I even supposed to react or feel?

This is even harder to believe than getting to know I'm adopted.

Ugh. I hate my life.

I got up from the floor and went to my room.

I changed into comfortable clothes and then I got into my bed and decided to sleep to forget the pain.

If she's my real mother...it means Ayesha is my sister? It means...I have another family.

Why would she come looking for me now? Why did she give me to someone else and now she wants me back? What is her plan?

Is this why I felt so weird inside? I felt like there was a part missing in me.

Like I needed a parent figure to be there for me. I felt depressed and sad.

This might explain a few things.

How can she act like it's all cool?

Does she think I'll let it slide and I'll accept her as my mother?

No, I can't accept it no matter the reason.

Soon, my brain filled with thoughts and my heart hurting I fell asleep.

***

I felt someone whispering things but I didn't mind it and kept my eyes close.

I don't feel like getting up and facing the world at all. I want to stay asleep and wake up only when I feel okay. Because right now, I'm not.

Then I felt strong arms lift me up. I felt like I was on a cloud. I felt my body touching something silky and soft.

I was laid down and I felt someone's presence beside me. I felt something soft touch my cheek and forehead.

"what happened Asiyah?" I heard Azaan's sweet voice ask me.

Not wanting to even think about it I turn the other way my back facing him.

I felt his body touch mine as he hugged me from the back.

"I know you're not okay sugarplum, I don't know if it's because of your last day of school or if it's something else...but I'm here for you" he said kissing my neck.

I turned and wrapped my arms around him.

We stayed like this for what seemed like forever.

"Can you...promise me something?" I suddenly asked him.

"Anything for my girl" he said.

"You'll always keep me in your heart even if I leave or decide to disappear" I said.

I really don't know why I'm making him promise such a thing but I just felt like telling him.

He made me look at him.