"I don't really believe in soulmates to be honest with you [y/n]...but I do think you're my forever."
╰┈➤ ❝ After being assaulted by her uncle [Y/n] lost everyone she trusted. She had no where to go or anyone to talk to after just moving to New York...
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Suna's Pov
╰┈➤ [Y/n] pretty much slept the whole way home. The silence was nice. Although I could hear her small snores everyone now and then. That brought me a sense of ease, knowing she was sleeping peacefully.
I looked over to [Y/n], I couldn't help but wonder what was on her mind all day. Was it Miya, I mean we never had a problem until now so I thought it had something to do with her. I don't know why she got so upset over it like I actually gave a fuck about Miya. God, saying her name this much put me in a bad mood.
I missed how she'd constantly smiled at me all day or how her touch comforted me. Tonight was nice seeing her be comfortable with me again. She was only mad at me for a couple hours, but honestly it felt like days. Maybe we'll be able to talk about it once we get home.
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It was almost one in the morning when we got home. [Y/n] was still asleep and I didn't wanna wake her so I ended up just carrying her inside. My moms car was in the driveway, I guess she was off of work. She's probably asleep by now so I didn't have to worry about running into her.
I walked inside the house and up the stairs I tried to be quiet not wanting to wake my mom. I made it to my room and laid [Y/n] on my bed. I walked over to my closet and grabbed a pair of shorts to put on and took off the hoodie I had on.
"Thanks for carrying me. I really didn't feel like walking." I heard [Y/n] say slightly while letting out a yawn.
"So you were awake." I turned her way while putting my shorts on. " I mean if you asked I would've carried you either way."
She got off the bed and walked over to the drawer that I had old T-shirts in. I turned around knowing she was about to change and just scrolled through tik tok on my phone for a couple minutes.
"I'm done."
I turned around and just nodded my head at her. I went over to the bed and sat up on the headboard and held my arms out for her. She came over instantly and there it was again that wave of ease and comfort that overtook my body when I was with her.
"So can you tell me why you were upset today now?"
There was a couple minutes of silence while I waited for her to answer. I didn't really mind at all.
"Yourstillinlovewithmiyaandifeltlikeyouwereusingme." [Y/n] started talking really fast and in the lowest voice to were I couldn't even hear her, but I knew I had to be patient with her.
"Repeat that for me [Y/n]" I said laughing at little.
"I-I....I feel like your still in love with Miya. And just...I don't even know what we are Rin it's confusing as fuck and I didn't know if you were just using me as a rebound or someone to go to when your bored. I just didn't know if I could trust you." She finally said and I could see the tears swelling up in her eyes.
"So after today even this morning when we saw her and you heard the stuff I said to her. You still think I love her? After what I told you she did, you still think I love her?" I couldn't help but laugh under my breath. "Yeah I loved her [Y/n] but that was months ago. She's nothing to me now." I tried to say in my calmest voice.
"Now that I think about it I don't think I was in love with her though." I mumbled a little bit.
I never felt like this when I was around Miya, but when I was with [Y/n] everything felt better, I don't know how to describe. Just when I was with her I didn't have to worry about anything else.
"Sorry for being a bitch today." She laughed a little while a couple of tears were rolling down her cheek.
She turned around so she was facing me and sat on my lap. She put her hands around my neck and buried her face into the crook of my neck. I was surprised since she never really showed affection to me like this unless I indicated it first. It felt good knowing she was getting more comfortable with me.
I wrapped one of my hands around her waist and started rubbing her back. She started shaking a little and I felt more tears on my neck, her breathes started to get quicker and from time to time I'd hear her sniffle a bit.
After that I knew it wasn't just about Miya.
"I'm really tired....of putting my trust in people and they just end up hurting me." She said between cries. "My mom, my dad, my uncle. All the people I ever trusted always hurt me in the end. I was just scared you'd be one of them." She said softly.
"Shhh it's ok. You don't have to worry about that with me princess." I said trying my best to comfort her.
"I don't believe you Suna."
"You don't have to right now. I'll show you eventually."
I pulled her chin up so she was looking at me. Her eyes were blood shot red and she had several tears coming down her cheeks. I gave her a sad smile as I wiped her tears. I kissed her forehead as I rubbed my thumb across her cheek. She gave me a small smile as she looked up at me.
I put my hand under her chin and pulled her lips close to mine. Planting just a small kiss as I pulled away, surprisingly she pulled me back in deepening the kiss. I kissed her back trying my best to be gentle but I just couldn't hold back. I gently bit her bottom lip and pulled away from the kiss. I went to her jaw and started placing light kisses there I made sure not to leave any hickeys there. I went lower gently kissing her neck then made my way to her collarbone. I placed gently kisses across the top of her chest leaving hickeys in places no one would be able to see them.
I pulled away from her neck and grabbed her by her butt and pulled her all the way on to my lap. I forgot she didn't have any shorts on underneath my shirt. I could feel her pussy through the panties she was wearing. Fuck. She was right on top of my bulge too. I got hard instantly. A small grunt escaped my lips as I leaned my head back.
Yes I wanted to do this with [Y/n] but I don't think either of us were ready.
I pulled her off my lap and rubbed her cheek a little and smiled at her. I really wanted to take my time with [Y/n].
"We should go to sleep, it's late and we have school tomorrow princess." I said calmly.
"I hate that place." She groaned and leaned her head against my shoulder.
"We only have a few more months" I said trying to reassure her.
"I guess." She started getting under the covers and I just did the same. I opened my arms for her and she came over and cuddle into my chest.
We just laid in silence for a couple minutes. I could feel [Y/n] drawing circles again on my stomach while I just played in her hair a gave her forehead kisses every now and then.
After a couple minutes I didn't feel her fingers on my stomach anymore, and I could hear her small snores.
