How did you change me like that? (LokixReader)

>Chapter 1<

Before we start, I remind you that I am aware that there will be some spelling and grammar mistakes but I am trying my best. I present to you chapter 1...

Y/n POV:

I woke up at 11am. Late as always. I was too lazy to get up so instead, I grapped my phone and started scroling through some photos of me and the Avengers. They are my only family since my parents got killed by HYDRA. Since then I am part of the Avengers. I am one of them. I really like the fact that I am free to be whoever I want without being judjed. I was deep in my thoughts when I heard a knock on the door. This knock was different so I was 100% it wasn't Tony being annoying again.

" Y/n? Are you still sleeping? Come on! Wake up! It's 11 already and we have to train! Stop waisting your day sleeping or I am getting Tony here!" I heard the voice of one and only Steve.

" Steve stop shouting! I woke up! And I do NOT wish to train again today so leave. Also don't you dare bring Tony here. I am not in the mood to argue with him again for my sleeping scedual" I answered with my morning cracked voice. I heard footsteps coming towards my door when I realised that someone else came outside my room joinning Steve.

" Seriously? Again? Ugh she has to learn how to wake up before 11am. Y/N! Enough laziness! Get up or I'm coming in there!" Bucky shouted. ' Great' I thought. Now I had Steve and Bucky outside my room trying to get me out of bed. No way I am leaving it for some train. I don't even need it.

"Just go! I wont get up even if you explode my room! I am too tired to get up. So if both of you plan to stay there until I get out then, you will be waiting a lot." I shouted back at them and got deeper in the bed sheets and turning my back to the door. The same thing every day. Do they ever get bored?

" If you don't get up then WE are coming in and I promise you, you won't like it."

" Fuck off!" I yelled from under the bed sheets.

"LANGUAGE!" Steve shouted.

"That's it! ENOUGH! I am coming in!" Bucky said and opened the door with force. It hid the wall making a loud, sudden noice and I burried in the bed sheets even more avoiding any possible eye contact that may occur if I looked at them. Then a hand grabbed the bed sheets and threw them to the floor. I turned my head to see Steve kicking the sheets in the corner and then two hands grabbed my waist pulling me out of the bed. Bucky smiled evily and picked my up placing me on his shoulder like a bag full of potatoes. I pounded with all the force I could gain as it was still morning. Steve glared at me and immediately laughed at me being carried out of the room by Bucky.

" Hey! Put me down! I will fall and if I do, I swear I will snap your neck. Be sure about that!" I shouted gaining Bucky's attention.

" Doll, ( Doll is what Bucky calles you) you see, we both know you won't do it." He is right I wouldn't. Not even in a 1000 years. I wanted to laugh but I hide it with an angry-bored look on my face. Bucky carried me to the kitchen and Steve was coming behind us still glaring at my trying not to cry from laughter.

" You look so cute when you are angry. I think I shall mess up with you more often" Steve smirked and made me blush. I hide my face in my hands so that he couldn't see it.

Finally we were at the kitchen and Bucky put you down. As soon as my bare feet touched the floor I sat on the chair you usually sit on.I  turned my head to see who else was there and possibly saw my on Bucky's shoulder. I turned around and saw Wanda talking with Nat about clothes. Honestlly I don't understand how they can be talking for hours just about clothes. I giggled at the thought when I caught their attention.

" Hey Y/n. You missed breakfast. Do you want me to make you anything?" Wanda told me in a sweet voice.

" No, I am good. Bucky made my stomach go sick from the ups and downs so I am not hungry anymore. Thank you though." I answered with a warm smile.

" Me and Wanda are going for shopping after Thor comes. You may join us if you want....So what was that about you and Bucky? He seemed to enjoy the ride he gave you on his shoulder. ;) Maybe he-" Nat said but I cut her off.

" No! Absolutelly not! He doesn't like him. Bucky just did this because I wouldn't get out of bed. We had this conversation again. And yes Iwould love to come. I need a clothes refresh" I said in a serious tone. Nat nodded and left the room with Wanda. Bucky was always doing these kind of things to me just to get me angry. There is no way he could like me. Right? Well, whatever happens I will not fall in love. He is more like a big brother to me. Either way, I don't want a realtionship. It makes you weaker and in this job there is danger you could loose your beloved one and then pain follows. I don't want to go through that pain. I felt like someone was staring at me but no one was there. I guess I am just sleepy.

Bucky's POV:

I stood behind the kitchen wall and saw Y/n staring out the window. She seemed pretty thoughtfull. Is she ok? I want to know what is bothering her. I attempt to go near her but my legs won't move. She doesn't seem to notice me. God, those y/e/c eyes make me want to get lost in them. She is so beautifull even now with her pyjamas and her messy y/h/l hair falling on her face. I think I like her. I mean more than you usually like your friends. What am I saying?! She is like my sister! I can't do that! Anyways, she is hard to get and she never loved anyone, as I know. If she ever does I will be surprised. She suddenly moved her eyes from the window and  looked around the room. Most probaply she felt my stare at her. I backed away from the door and run into Steve. He rubbed his forehead and we bot laughed.

" Bucky, you should me more carefull when you walk." Steve said.

" Sorry mate, it looks like I got carried away. Where are you going?" I asked curiously.

" I am going for a walk. You want to come? We can grab some coffee on the way and get Y/n some too. She seemes pretty sleepy and we run out of coffee. Now that I think about it, Thor is coming back today from Asgard and we don't have any pop tards. He will kill us!" Steve said giggling at the thought of Thor chasing us because there are no pop tards to pleasure his hungry desires.

" Sure! I am coming. I need to clear my head" I said giggling.

With that we went to our rooms, got changed,grapped my wallet and left.

Y/N POV:

Ok enough laziness. I have to get up, change and start my day. Thor is coming in an hour or two after 2 months. It won't be good if I welcome him with my pyjamas on. Though I had a feeling that something is coming for us. Not a threat particullary but something....strange. Lets hope Thor is not involved in it because last time I had this feeling he exploded the TV trying to get through it hahaha. He is still not used to our 'mortal' things. 

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- Ok guys this is the first Chapter of the book. It may be not good but I tried. Tell me your thoughts please so that I know what I am doing next to get better. Don't worry Loki will be here Soon. :) 

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