Why tf am I up again tonight ?!! Like mentally For the past few days .... I've been crying and barely getting any sleep.... it's irking me because I don't like this, I don't go to my therapist anymore, all she did was prescribe medication... that shit ain't no help..... so to be completely honest , I've been battling depression, and anxiety by myself.....
It's like no matter how many pictures , I try to take, and cute clothes I buy ... I just don't feel it . I don't feel like me, I need to regain myself back.....
I think finally understand what Solange's 'Cranes In The Sky' means and wha those metal clouds feels like.... like girl I keep getting my hair done, keep writing, I done prayed, I done ..... I OVER SHOPPED .... for food and clothes...... but it's okay.... I'll get through this. I always get through shit alone.. (with the grace of God of course)
Anyways I love y'all ..... thank you for being here for me and supporting me .... I read y'all messages....
I'm not on the suicidal side of depression, I'm just hanging on, tbh.... 12 long years of built in trauma and anger , oh yeah the gym is DEFINITELY calling my name. But GOOD NIGHT 😘 😴
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Daily Struggles Of Sis
RandomSince I have a hard time talking to people about my problems, why not talk to you guys. WARNING: THIS COULD BE VULGAR, OR SENSITIVE FOR SOME PEOPLE TO READ. Just a fat girl dropping off some of her personal life experiences and stories to you..... 🤗
