Well today wasn't so bad. . I guess..? I don't know . It wasn't that crappy of a day in a way... Nut i mean idk. I'm still hung up about ~A~.. Like i don't even know why I eveen try.. Like he won't even care enough to say hi. so why should i even bother trying to get his attention..? right? Ughh i don't know. this is so stupid and pointless.. All i've been listening to for the past two or three days, is either depressing music or sad llove songs in spanish... Like wow I need to stop.. Merh.
He bugs me.. Like I don't know anymore.. I don't usually go for the innocent guys they are always wayy to nice and just meh.. who knows maybe he's worth it?.. Plus he does sports so that just makes him so much cuter because it shows he actually tries in something. And I actually find his nice side so cute cx. My friends are all saying that apparently he and I would look cute together but I don't see it.. I don't want to like him, yet all these feelings are coming out. Like I didn't even know I had these many feelings.. Ugh I just don't want to get hurt again..
Tomorrow shall be a greaat way to distract myself though . Im hopefully gonna goo out with my friennds for dinner then we're all gonna go hangout at their house and chill and watch movies. we're just gonna have a girls night out c: I can't wait . Fuck going to winterformal. Nahh I don't have time for that shit. I'd rather go out and have way more fun with my friends than waste $30 bucks on just one ticket for a 3 hour dance.. nahh .
STAI LEGGENDO
I'm weird, I know..
CasualeThis is just a diary for myself to look back on later in life.
