The Rich and Vicious Male Partner Tore Off the Script [ Danmei MTL ]

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Is there anything in your life that you can lose if you step back? 

If not, please be brave and fight hard.

During the period when Cheng Luyu lost consciousness, the words of the youngsters kept appearing in his mind.

When he was a teenager, bearing the name of "illegal son", he was scolded countless times. 

Saliva, sputum, soda, cigarette butts...like all dirty and venting objects greeted him.

But he did not understand.

"Mom, I'm an illegitimate child. Am I wrong? If I was born with a mistake, why should I be born into the world?"

    "..." Mom is always silent.

In her silence, often accompanied by a plume of smoke and dust from a poor wooden house after cigarette butts, scarlet sparks have dispersed.

Cheng Luyu thought about countless questions, but was always stuck on the same question. It's like drawing a circle and returning to the original starting point.

"Why can't I choose to be born?"

Why? what? What?

    ...

"If I can't choose my own birth, then I can choose my own death."

"I have lived, but it is painful. Things that each of you find happy, I don't feel happy at all. There is nothing to be happy about Is there anything? Is there a girl to like?"

"Teacher? Except knowledge, the teacher didn't touch me, mentor? My mentor is even more absent. No one has ever noticed me."

"There is always something that makes me feel the world Is it still worthy of nostalgia? There is always a touch still in my heart... No, I have tried my best just to live, not to mention that there are people who want me to die."

"You ask me why I don't resist? Because I'm tired. Ah."

    ——Cheng Luyu said to himself.

But what makes him more painful is why death is so painful.

When he was young, he once thought, if he rode a bicycle and walked in a certain direction, would he reach the end of the world?

But after he learned the knowledge, he realized that everything can only go back to the dot.

After he has gone through all kinds of torture, wasted and evaded everything, he returned to the point of facing his identity.

He was so scared to live, but the hand of the stranger who held him tightly conveyed the warmth to him.

When Cheng Luyu opened his eyes, he figured out the philosophical question.

"If I can't choose my own birth, then I can't choose my own death, but I can choose my own future."

He turned his head and saw the young man holding his hand tightly.

The soft sunlight smeared on the top of his hair, the boy was lying on the edge of the bed, his eyelashes quivered, and his delicate and warm cheeks were blushing.

From here, the light extended.

Following the light, Cheng Luyu saw a brand-new future that could be looked directly at, and a face that could not conceal resentment from a green, convulsive strange and handsome man.

.....

Cheng Luyu was rescued. 

After walking through Guimenguan twice, he was a lot thinner, almost only a skeleton left.