Heart Strings - DreamNotFound

[7] Questionable

He had a good point, what were george and dream?

They'd always had a different kind of friendship, one different to theirs and sapnaps or theirs and bads even.

Dream knew what he felt towards george, yet he was unsure of georges feelings. Sure they'd always been flirtatious, but it was never serious.

George hadn't even platonically said he loved dream, let alone romantically, making things even tougher. dream always found a sense of comfort when it came to george yet he also felt incredibly protective of the older. To him george was his priority.

Dream hovered over the link for a video he'd posted an hour ago, one that he had ready incase of emergencies to prevent panic among fans.
he interacted with some tweets for a little on dream hangout laughing at some of the dms he got and the responses he received when he replied to people. he never really understood why fans would congratulate eachother whenever he or his friends interacted with them, after all he was a person just like them

Sapnap had offered to go food shopping which was strange as the guy barely could be bothered to shower, dream didn't complain atleast he didn't have the painful task of being an american stumbling through a sainsbury's.

Dream got up clicking off of his pc and heading into the living room, he sat on the couch and switched through channels whilst george continued to sleep in his room

Trigger warning - self harm intentions , next bold  will be the end of the trigger , stay safe <3

yet george wasn't asleep ; he was sat on his bathroom floor crying

in his hands a pair of scissors, opened as he gripped one of the blades

his mind wasn't working, things didn't make sense, one minute everything was fine, the next every sound present irritated him, every single movement pained him.

one minute he could smile and the next his stomach felt as if it was raising to his throat

he didn't know what was wrong with him, for so long he'd coped, for so long he'd held it in, why now, why did the world curse his name now?

was it revenge for them dying
they died and he didn't
they died
died
dead

dream looked at the time realising it was 8pm, George had been in bed all day, dream stood and walked to his room opening the door gently, he half expected to see george still snoring away peacefully yet he wasn't there

"george?" he called out; soon after shuffling began to sound in the bathroom

george came out a smile on his face

"you're smiling?" dream raising an eyebrow
"am i not allowed to be happy dream?"
"no- it's just, it's been a while" dream chuckled, unknowing of the insincerity of the smile

george rolled his eyes and walked into the living room with dream trialing behind him

"where nickypoo" george smirked throwing himself onto the sofa, his mind was still racing, only a couple seconds prior he was having some awful thoughts

trigger over

"he went to the store-"
"the shops"
"no it's a store"
"and you wonder why i didn't want to move to america"

at that, the front door opened and a very happy nick danced in not expecting his friends to be in the front room

"HELLO YOU SEXY SEXY BOYS" he joked placing the bags on the counter
"WHAT" Dream wheezed
"what's got you in such a good mood" george chuckled

"well, i've just met up with another streamer, wilbur, he had a proposition for dream, but SOMEBODY was too busy" sapnap smiled as he took the groceries from their bags and placed them in their rightful places
"you had a business meeting in a sainsbury's..?"
"no nimrod, i went to his office before i went shopping"

"well! what did he say" dream sat on the bar stool by the island facing sapnap whilst george stay in the living room, it was all attached so it didn't really matter much

"he wants to close SMP EARTH"
"WHAT?" dream almost spat out the coffee he was drinking
"it's not like we was on it anyway" george mumbled.
"true, well he wants dream to start a server" sapnap laughed placing the milk in the fridge

"why me"

"he said to just trust him on it, we can start off with just us, then add like bad, Alyssa, Callahan and wilbur said he has some big names whos like to get involved"

"like?"

"Jschlatt, Philza, Technoblade" sapnap smirked realising these were all creators with much larger platforms

"holy- fuck it let's do it" dream smiled

george felt slightly uneasy, yet brushing it off he smiled

"Wilburs having a party next week- he wants us to come"

"i don't like parties" george anxiously fiddled with his hoodie strings

"cmon, it'll be good for you" dream laughed leaning over the couch poking george who quickly slapped him away

"ok, fine"

"YAY" dream and sapnap beamed

that night theyd all gone to bed, all but george

george looked at the time 02:00 , he grabbed his coat  and left through the front door, he just needed to think