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'Gone 8: Finally!! I have completed the task I came back for. I hope she will be fine and try to understand my situation. I know she is strong enough to face the fact that I'm already gone. But how to console myself now? She's lost and I can't think straight. I will never forgive myself for troubling her. When life seems to suffocate with problems and issues, she is like a gasp of fresh air. Her love revives me and keeps me strong. If I had to choose whether to breathe or to love her, I'll use my last breath to tell her that I've loved her for a thousand years. Sometimes I look at her and wonder how I got to be so damn lucky. I'm amazed whenever I look at her, not just because of her beauty, but because of the fact that every thing I have ever wanted is right infront of me. This is the biggest truth of my life. And I'll find you soon madam. This is my duty. Nothing will happen, trust me. Stay strong.'

"Ugh! You talk a lot," I slapped my alarm clock to keep it's mouth shut. "Don't you dare roar at me, I will get a heart attack."

I got out of my bed and opened the window.  It's even colder today. I switched on the heaters and drank the cup of chocolate my mom keeps everyday in the morning by my bed.

The took my hands out of the window and sighed, "still no snow."

I kept the cup down and went to take a shower after packing my school supplies.
It hardly took me twenty minutes to finish bathing since I don't like showers in winter, not even hot ones.

I once again slid the window open when I found something different in weather.

"Snow fall?"

It took me a while to realize that it was really falling snow and not confetti. I wore my slippers and ran downstairs.

"Hey wait! Where are you going in a bath robe? Wait!", my mom kept shouting.

I came outside and it seemed as if nature is showing me with crystal white flowers. I joined my palms to collect some snow and threw it up in the sky.

"Oh! I should make a wish," I joined my hands with snow trapped within, and closed my eyes to concentrate.

I kept thinking deep but nothing could come in my mind. I have waited so long for this day but when I have snow in my hands, I don't have a wish. It's true that I wanted to die but....I want to live. I am not saying that I found a reason to live but that's exactly what I am saying. I want to live for someone I love. My heartbeat increased like a wild horse in an open field. Problems are still there but I've got the courage to fight them.

"Ye Jun...."

That's all came from my mouth. Maybe that's all I want.

I rushed inside the house when cold snow started hitting my almost bare body. I started sneezing at once when my foot came in contact with the wooden floor.

"Who told you to go outside?", my mom shouted.

"I am f-fine," I coughed.

"Why you do this when you know that you catch cold frequently?", she shouted again while showing me the kitchen ladder she was holding in her hands.

"I-I said I am fine," I sneezed. "I'll be okay within few hours."

I climbed the stairs to my room, got ready before the clock shouted again, and got out of the house without a meal.

"Hey! Take an umbrella atleast!", she shouted even after knowing the fact that I am a spoiled kid.

Going out without an umbrella when it's showing outside is also a fun experience I suggest everyone to try once, but only if you have someone to hold an umbrella beforehand for you.

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