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Soo Ah POV

 

" Where are you?"

" Let's meet and fix this."

" Im Soo Ah, reply to my text."

I stare at my phone, listening to the sound of notifications from Jungwon without replying to his texts. He texted me a few times today, telling me to meet him at the park and also asking me to go out from my house and anything else. Like why did he want to fix our friendship when I am nothing for him? He already had a girlfriend and all he needs to do is focusing on his girlfriend.
If Hana sees this, she will end up overthinking about us and do not hesitate to do something worst to herself - like what she did a few days ago.

I'm protecting Hana now, so Jungwon should be thankful to me and understand my action if he wants Hana to live happily.

" Im Soo Ah, are you okay?" Chaerin asked me and put the tray on a table, walking towards me fastly as she worried to see my ill face. I don't know, I don't have a mood today because my mind was thinking about Jungwon all day long. Thinking about him when I am going to sleep, remember his beautiful features and soft-touch when we went to the park, adoring the moon together like we are officially a couple. No matter how many times I force myself to forget about him and accept the truth that he is in a relationship with my best friend, he is still in my heart. I don't think someone can replace him -

I guess I love him so much.

I am such a stupid for wishing him to be with me when he is happy with Hana now.

This is not fair-

Everything I did for him.

He still looks for Hana.

This is not far.....

" I don't know. I don't feel good these days." I replied to her and pouted my lips when my tears were forming on my cheeks again. " You should take a res-'

She immediately shut her mouth and startled when we heard a sound from the door, meaning someone cane into the cafe. We looked at each other in confusion and wondering who it was because the cafe was going to open in 20 minutes and we can't allow a customer to come yet since we were still preparing for the ingredients and need to clean the place first-

I blink my eyes, staring at the person who was standing in front of the door like searching for someone, and surprised when I realized it was Jungwon. I quickly stood up from my seat, heading to the upstairs to hide in the room before he finds me-

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Jungwon POV

" Sorry sir but this cafe is going to open in 20 minutes, you can take a seat first." A girl approached me and politely talked to me but all I did was pretending like I didn't hear her and still looked for Soo Ah.

" Im Soo Ah, is she here?" I asked her, waiting for her to speak as she seems to hesitate to answer my question-

I know where she is.

I quickly ran to the upstairs and looked around the place, letting out a heavy sighed when I heard a sob from a room near to me. There she was- she was crying in the room that I used to comfort her and hugged her before. So, I walked towards the door with a heavy feeling. A feeling that full of regret and guilty because I hurt her a lot, leaving her at the park for Hana causing something bad to happen to her.

It's all my fault. I am such a bad man.

I promise to take care of her and make her happy.

but now, I am the one who hurt her and made her cry.

I could not help but feel guilty when I heard her sobbing from inside the room. It made me wanted to hug her tightly and tell her that I was so sorry for leaving her while caressing her cheeks and looking into her beautiful eyes. I don't know why I always think of her and miss the memories with her, especially when we saw the moon together and talked to the stars about our secrets. That day, it made me confused because I was stunned by her beauty that I couldn't stop looking at her when she was in my arms.

I lay my body against the door, listening to her sobs-

" Soo Ah, I know you are here." I knocked on the door and waited for her to open it but she just shut her mouth-

"Soo Ah, can you open the door for me?" I continued.

Silence.

Soo Ah POV

I wiped off my tears when I heard his voice called for me softly causing my heart in pain again. I stood in front of the door, freezing because I don't know what to do, where to escape from him anymore.

And that time, he suddenly kicked the door hardly causing the doorknob to break. He stepped into the room and walked closer to me while fixing his cold eyes as I am surprised to see his action- So, I took a step away from him whenever he keeps walking towards me until my back met the wall.

This is bad.

I can't run anymore

he gently linked my hand with him and pinned me against the wall, keeping me with him without saying anything.

" Jungwon-ah, let go of me," I said to him, avoided his gaze on me, and felt nervous when he leaned his face closer to me, listening to his breathing-

" Jungwon-ah, Hana wi-"

" You make my heart beat faster." He cut me off and titled my jaw to make me look at him.

" I'm begging you. Don't do th-'

He suddenly cut me off by placing his lips on my cheeks causing I froze with his action.

" I'm sorry." He whispered to me.

" You keep driving me crazy and I can't hold it anymore."

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