Both of them were just looking for sex until feelings got involved, secrets unfolded, and unconditional love was thrown into their whirlwind of violence, trust issues, and revenge. No matter the circumstances, the two were drawn together like magnet...
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Seeing Drummer staring back at me brings back a whirlwind of feelings that I had buried deep within. I had forced myself to come to terms with the fact that we were over and would never see each other again. After hearing him having sex with another woman, I made myself believe that I no longer loved or wanted to be with him. I was wrong. All I want is to let him wrap his arms around me and tell me that he loves me. I know it'll never be that easy though.
"You just gone stare at me or you gone let me in?" He asks, picking up his bags and stepping closer to me.
Lifting my hand, I connect it with his cheek, slapping the shit out of him which makes him take a step back; holding his face. Turning around, I walk back into the house and he follows me; grabbing me and gently pushing my back against the wall. He leans down over me and looks into my eyes. His minty breath fans against my face as he lets out deep breaths, trying to contain his anger. My eyes travel to his lips and back to his eyes repeatedly, wanting to kiss him. Thankfully, he pulls away and stares into my soul before walking through the house, looking in closets, under the beds and couches.
"Drummer, what are you looking for? You can't be going through my shit!" I yell as I follow him around the house and watch him swing open the closet that has some of Nolan's clothes inside.
"Ain't this sum shit?" He says holding up a jacket, frowns covering his face. "So you been living with the nigga , playing house and shit while being pregnant with MY baby?"
Rolling my eyes, I start walking away from him until he says something that pisses me all the way off! "Is the baby even mine? You probably been hoeing!"
"You fucking idiot! You know damn well the baby is yours!! I was all about your ass until you let Chanel try to fuck you!! I fucking hate you! If you don't wanna be in your son's life then take your stupid ass back to Chicago!"
Drummer's cold facial expression melts away when he hears that we're having a boy and he drops the jacket, walking over to me and trying to grab me, but I push him away. "Move Drummer! Don't touch me!"
"Milani, I'm sorry. I didn't mean that shit. I only said it because I'm hurting. Knowing another man has been playing my role breaks my fucking heart." Drummer says as he cups my face with his big hands. Closing my eyes, I try to calm down, but a stray tear escapes my eye and he wipes it away.
"Please stop crying, Lani. I swear to God I didn't mean it."
I move his hands off me and wipe my face with my hands then turn my back and blink away the rest of my tears. I can't keep crying like I'm weak. I am strong and I'm not about to let any man make me cry. I am the motherfucking prize so I have to act like it.
"I'm good." I say then walk into the living room to sit down with Drummer following me then sitting down next to me. "Why are you even here? I know you didn't come all this way to threaten Nolan about us fucking. Not that it's any of your business, but that was the first and last time. I was vulnerable and pissed at you so I fucked him. You had sex with somebody else and so did I. We're even."
