Bride of Sultan ~ The Bleeding Rose

11 ~ They both need each other

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Sultan POV

"Zeenat"

I called loudly.

I went to her chamber to meet her and gave her a little punishment that she deserved.

"Sultan, welcome... Welcome"

She said with a huge smile.

I saw her lying on the bed, palming her tummy along with having grapes. She laughed a little looking at me.

"Ho jaiye khush... Ho jaiye... Aap pate se nahi hoti to batate aapko tareeke se"

"Yeah... Be happy... Be happy. I would have literally taught you a lesson if you weren't pregnant."

I said walking towards her bed and lied comforting myself.

"Yaa khuda rafiq"

"Oh my God! Rafiq" She almost screamed looking at me with the big eyes.

"Aapki bachkaani harkate zeenat, kal pata nahi kya ho jata aapki wajah se"

"Your childish deeds Zeenat, I didn't know what could have happened yesterday because of you"

I said plucking a few grapes from her basket.

"Ho jaata matlab... Matlab kuch hua nahi... Yaa khuda humne kitni mehnat ki thi"

"What could have happened, means? That means nothing happened. Oh my God! I literally worked so hard for it."

She said looking at me and her face almost fell.

"Yeah, I know how much hard. Zeenat, you know we both aren't ready for this. Why do you even want this?"

She left the grapes and her face turned serious, I looked at her eyes with dark kajal as she said.

"Aap taiyaar nahi hai to ho jaaiye... Aap nahi jaante kab kya ho jaae. Aapke itne dushman hai, khuda hi jaanta hai ki aapki begum kitne din tak jinda hai"

"If you aren't ready, then get ready... You don't know what can happen the very next moment. You have a lot of enemies and only God knows, how long your wife is still alive"

She said with concerns and I lowered my gaze. I was understanding her point but my feelings, my love, my priorities did matter too.

How could I instantly start making babies with a person whom I hardly know for even two months? I had someone else in my heart and she never understands that. All she was concerned was her.