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Currently listening to 'I don't wanna do this' instrumental, slowed 🙂



Y'all remember in 'let's pretend we're numb' Jahseh said

"I advise you to not hide your feelings, don't pretend to be okay when you're not okay...don't pretend to be happy when you're sad it'll only lead to your misery"

Yeahhh, I'm feeling those lyrics REAL heavy rn.





Jahseh pov

6 days later

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6 days later

It's been almost a week, and Kentrell has not called yet. Liah and I have been in the house the whole time...

Liah got up from the couch and walked in the kitchen. "Baby, I can get you something from the kitchen if-"

"I got it Jahseh, my legs do work"she said

I sighed deeply and focused back on the tv. Liah and I were watching the second season of Attack on Titan.

A few minutes later she came back in the living room with a plate full of those little jalapeños filled with takis and cream cheese.

"you can not tell me that you actually enjoy eating that?"I said

"It's actually not that bad...you wanna try it?"she asked putting it to my lips

"No thanks.."

She shrugged and took a bite out of the jalapeño.

I chuckled and wiped the edge of her mouth "you gotta lil cream cheese on the side of your mouth baby"

"When are you gonna do more shows?"she asked me

"I'm not worried about doing that right now, you're my priority right now"

"Jahseh you love performing though"she said

"But I love you more..my music can wait"I said as she took another bite out of the jalapeño

She nodded "okay then"

Her phone then started to ring. "unknown number...huh"she mumbled before answering it

"Hello?........oh hey Melly.....yeah, yeah no I'm good"she said

I side eyed her and tried to hear what he was saying but I couldn't hear him worth shit.

"Really?"she said before looking at me "no I didn't know that at all"she said

"what?"I whispered

"um Melly? lemme me call you right back okay? alright"she hung up the phone and looked at me

"You uploaded the song?"

"what song?" I asked

"My song...love songs 4...Melly said it has over 10 thousand views on SoundCloud"

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