try to knock down my walls

Chapter 64 Wasted

Lara pov

it's Monday night the girls and I are going to a house party, to make sure that Lisa gets off my head.

" Girl, kiss every boy or girl you see because you are free now," Sofia says, putting an arm around my shoulders.

" But if you don't want to, then don't do it," Linn says.

" Why not just kiss everyone you see here," Leigh says, immediately kissing a random boy.

" Wow, Okay, don't do that," Amanda says to me.

I look at Jennie and see her talking to a few people. I walked towards her and joined the conversation.

" Uhm- Hello, who are you?" A boy asks me. I look at Jennie, and she smiles at me.

" This is Lara, a great friend of mine," Jennie says, putting an arm around my shoulders.

Damn, why does everyone baby me?

" Hello Lara, I am Jack a childhood friend of Jennie," The boy named Jack says to me, extending his hand.

" Hello," I say, shaking his hand.

Stupid flirt

I think, not being interested in him.

" Hey, Jennie," I look behind me and see a beautiful girl

" Hey," Jennie says, hugging her.

" Clara this is Lara," Jennie says, laughing. the girl also laughed and hugged me.

" Hello, nice to meet you," She says, breaking the hug.

" Nice to meet you too," I say, smiling at her.

" Hey Jen, where is Lisa?" She asks Jennie, Making my smile fade, remembering that the party was the reason why we broke up 'Or take a break'  

" Oh, Uhm, she didn't want to come," She says, faking a smile.

" Not surprised by that, she hates party's and she hates parties the most when she is in a  relationship," Clara said laughing. But after a few seconds, she noticed that she is the only one laughing, well Jennie is faking a smile.

" Hey, Clara I am going to introduce Lara to a few other people, talk to you later," Jennie says and drags me away.

" Jennie I wanna go I don't like partying anymore, I wanna go home," I said panicking.

" Hey, It's gonna be okay let's just take a few drinks," She says and we walk towards the kitchen.

" I feel like throwing up," I say feeling super nauseous. 

" Hey look the other girls are here too," Jennie says.

" Lara you look pale," one of my friends Olivia said 

" Let's go to the pool," Linn said and we walked outside. 

" Does the fresh air make you feel better?" Amanda asks and I nodded my head

" That's good," Sofia said.

" Do you need something?" Linn asks.

Lisa, I need Lisa!

" Maybe a drink," I say sitting down on a chair.

" Did I hear the word drink?" James said popping up.

" Here I-

Before he could finish his sentence I chucked the whole drink and felt the alcohol burning in my throat.

" Okay I will get another one," He says walking away.

" Let's go back inside, and party!!" I say standing up.

the rest all shouted and we got in. I went into the kitchen and took a lot of shots. where even Leigh has to stop me.

I walked up to the dance floor and dance my ass off with Sofia.

While dancing I bumped into a guy and he apologized. I just smiled at him feeling super wasted.

He came closer and before I know it I kissed him. knowing super well that I am going to regret it in the morning.

Lisa pov

I am now at the bar making out with two random girls in the bathroom feeling fucking wasted. you can hear the music playing and I can feel people walking in trying to ignore the fact that three girls are making out at the wackiest bar ever. 

I did go with Gabriel, Romy, Clair, Vanessa an old friend of mine, and Daniel another old friend of mine. Where they are now I have no idea. The only thing I can remember is popping a few pills getting high and smoking till I couldn't breathe anymore. And here I am now making out with two straight girls who only like me because I told them I have a dick. one was blonde and the other one has brown hair. While The Brunette is giving me hickeys and grinding her leg on me. The blonde girl and I are having a tongue fight, Wich I already won.

They switched roles and I suddenly feel bad to do this. The girl with brown hair starts to kiss me while grabbing my clothed crotch. I push her away and she yells at me. The blond girl also stops and looks at me confused. I just ran out of the bathroom into the big crowded bar. Everything is getting blurry and I am searching for familiar faces but I can't even see faces. Suddenly I am getting dragged by someone and feeling a cold breeze.

WOW, this is awkward writing but yeah.

thanks for reading this.