No, I'm the boss ◇R. Suna◇

The past and present

*LITTLE NOTE* I recommend you listen to this song while reading LOL💀 also Listen to The beach by The nbhd ✨🌧

                                    Suna

After arriving to our layer everyone was quiet, they all went inside so did I. I was sweating from all the running and the heat from the hot weather. I take off my vest and undo my tie, but I don't take off my shirt nor my trousers. I ruffle my hair a little.

I don't know what happend tonight. Clearly, we lacked something in our plan. Even if it was a solid plan there were gaps. Then again, we didn't know that Conway suspected something, the bastard was smart.

I go down stairs to see Iwa smacking Oikawa on the head, Kuroo, Kenma, Tendou and Kentaro were playing video games silently on their phones, Bokuto and Akaashi chatting, and Atsumu resting his head down, no Idea where Ushijima was Eesha sat on the table doinf nothing. I don't spot y/n anywhere, where is she? I walk up to Eesha.

"Y/n...hasn't come in yet...?" I ask not making eye contact.

"She said she wanted to be alone...so I came back in," she sighs.

Even though I didn't want to, I felt the need to go out and talk to her, I'm not the best with this 'whole sitting down and talking' thing. But as leaders of our groups we had things to discuss and I had some questions. I remember the look in her eyes when she was on the ground of the parking lot she looked hopeless, it's not like her at all. I've only known her for two weeks but, that was enough to know she wasn't the type to just give up and sulk.

I drag myself to the front door, the creaky sound ringing in my ear, I groan, this door really needs some fixing. When I go out I see y/n sitting on the steps with her arms on her knees and she rested her chin on her arms. The moon shined on her, her violet dress, her hair down, her cheeks were wet probably from crying. She turns her head to face me and she quickly looks away wiping her tears, small sobs leaving her lips. Seeing her like that kind it made me feel something, I'm not sure what, but it didn't feel good.

She finally spoke, her voice cracks slightly "what do you want, are you here to lecture me?"

"No, I'm just here to talk..." I say sitting myself on the steps, the cement was cold I lean back slightly.

"About?" She says, she moves her hair away from her face, she looked like a fairy in that lighting, the fairies I saw in books when I was younger.

"None of us were expecting Conway to know...don't beat yourself up for it..." I say, I cringe at myself.

"Mmm...this plan would've succeeded if I wasn't being too naïve," She mutters.

"Why are you taking all the blame? Don't be selfish...like I said...it just...didn't go as planned," I say sligtly irritated, why is she taking all the blame? I was the one who basically came up with the plan.

"I- sorry?" She says scrunching her nose slightly, her eyes still watery. If she's going to work with the mafia she can't be so emotional, why did she even join? Curiousity growing.

"Tell me...how did you get into...all this...the mafia?" I ask.

"Its gonna be a long story, my guy," She says the sarcastic tone creeping up in her voice. That makes me even more curious.

"We have time..." I say hoping she doesn't reject.

"Well..." she struggles.

"Go on," I insist.

"Whew, well. Me and Eesha were friends since freshman year of highschool, we were super close, we had big plans for the future together, we wanted to live together in a nice house and go to college, normal teenage  dreams yknow? After graduating highschool, my parents lended me some money for moving out. The first few months were great but we just couldn't seem to afford to pay for our rent and College tuition..." She says fidgeting with her fingers.