5 months Suna x reader

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Suna pov.

I visited (Y/N) every day and brought them flowers they smiled sometimes when I started to smile.

Today april has started and I bought some purple blue flowers and start walking to the hospital

I knew the way by heart now

I entered their room and saw that they were lying in their bed sleeping.

I smiled and laid the flowers down and went to them

I wanted to give her a kiss but I couldn't feel their breath...
I was shocked and started to look for a pulse but didn't found one...

They were gone... and I can never see them again... why wasn't I with them why did I leave them alone?... why did I went home?... why didn't they wrote that they want me to be by their side?... everything was to late now...

I couldn't hold my tears back and I was holding their cold little hand while the tears were dropping on their bed

"Why did you have to leave? You didn't deserve that..."
I mumbled to myself

I looked at their almost grey face and kissed their forehead than I walked to dr. Gozemi who said he would take care of tgem but he didn't
"Doctor?"
"Yes kid?"

I didn't like the way he spoke to me

"(Y/N) is... they are death..."

I didn't like the look in his eyes

"That is to bad I'm sorry for you"
He patted my shoulder

I didn't like his touch

And than he just walked away

I took my phone out and called their mother

"Hello rintarou is something?"
"(Y/N) died..."
I heard a gasps and than a sobs on the other side
"I'm coming wait for me okay?"
"Yeah..."

Than I hang up and walked back into (Y/N)'s room

Their body still on the bed and a little smile on their face I smiled back at them and whispered
"I will never forget you..."

After 20 minutes her mother came stormed into the room

She cried even more when she saw her child lying there without any sign of life...

"I'm gonna leave you two alone for a moment"
I said and walked out the room I heard the snobs

It was frustrating and I couldn't think clear I went on the volleyball group chat and told them what happend everyone saw it but no one replied because they were to shocked about the sudden message

When their mom came out she had some letters in her hand and said

"(Y/N) wrote them for each of her friend and you here"
She gave me a letter and I saw on the paper

'For rin'

I didn't want to open it yet because I was scared of that what was written in it

The boys came after 30 minutes and (Y/N)'s mom gave them there letters too.

The also saw the death body of (Y/N) ofcourse they were all crying like waterfalls.

After 1 hour the hearse came and took (Y/N) with them...
I was waking home I ignored my family and locked me up in my room then I took out the letter out of my pocket and started to read

Hey bendy,

If you read this it means that I'm probably already dead...

The craziest thing that ever happened to me was falling in love with you...

And that's a wonderful thing

We won't see each other in a while now, but I hope you know that I will always love you.

You will always be in my heart and I will be always on your side like a guardian angel

Please be happy even if that means without me.

Live your life the best you can and please think once in a while of me

I know you can do that.
I don't know how I deserved you but I am happy for the time you were mine.

I'm all ways of love
Your dwarf <3

I couldn't hold my tears back and they where rolling out of my eyes.

They were always my guardian angel they didn't need to die for that...

It was the day of (Y/N)'s funeral

It was a nice warm day and the cherry blossoms were falling down.

They wanted to watch the blossoms fall with me...

Everyone was saying something to them how kind and sweet they were and than my turn came

"(Y/N) was the first person I have fallen in love with and I was happy that our teacher had put us together in one group for our history project because if she hadn't I would never seen the arcade or I would never have a picnic in a meadow...
Their laught made someone feel special and the look in their eyes was full of happiness and kindness...
They will always be by our sides even if we don't see them, they are in our hearts and what matters the most is... that we don't forget them...."

I heard their mom crying by every word more and more.

One year past since (Y/N)'s death and I visited them every week twice

I brought them flowers and laid them down on their grave and sit down too

"Hey shorty how are you? I'm graduating in 3 months and than school is finally over... you remember when I told you that Osamu was always by my side after you left? I have similar feelings for him like I have for you... I still love you and no one could ever replace you but I think I have fallen in love with him too... maybe I should just tell him how I feel and then I can tell you how it went okay? But with you as my guardian angel nothing can go wrong"

I smiled at their grave and said

"I'm gonna visit you again in 3 days or after I told him. I love you..."

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