happiness never lasts

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Sitting around a candlelit table

On the night of my birthday

I've had so many of these nights

With a family together on my birthday

But I know the pattern, and my siblings know too

That happiness is temporary

Like the candles burning away

On the cake saying 7

Or on the one saying 11

Happiness is always temporary

Like a fleeting moment

Too beautiful to resist

So dreamlike

For dreams fade so fast

Before they are ours to catch

Happiness never lasts


I remember the days when I'd give a damn

When my parents fight and yell

Now I know that I don't give a damn

When my parents fight and yell

Now I just want you to pack your bag

Get your split of the money

Leave us


I no longer find happiness in together

I find happiness in alone

I hate it when we're all together

I get nostalgia

When I think of the good days

When we could get along at the dinner table

Now I think

How tragic it is

That many are still too young 

To hold 100 balloons of happiness within them

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