Sapnap Imagines/Oneshots

insecure v.1 ♡

there's two versions of this one! the next will be y/n is insecure! Continue on :)

Y/n POV

I lay on the bed, relaxing and just chillin with Nick.

He's currently sitting at his setup, but facing me while we have a convo

"Are you tired?" He asks me

"A little bit. Why?" I ask

"You look like you're about to fall asleep" he laughs

"Sorry, I am kinda tired i don't know why" I smile back, sitting up on the bed and giving more attention towards him

We have more conversation, him telling me about stuff with his stream and telling me a story about something Dream said on discord.

"Dream just straight up roasted George like that?!" I ask, laughing

"Yes dude!! He's a savage I don't know what to tell you" he replies, as we both continue to laugh

He stands up, taking his headset off and laying it on his computer, and then walking over to the closet

"These jeans are so uncomfortable" he says

"Then change them? Why do you wear them if they're uncomfy?" I ask

"I mean they look good, to be fair. Can you go out of the room real quick?" He says, turning to me

"What?" I ask

"can you step out side real quick please?" He asks again, and I stand up, and go into the hallway- closing the door behind me

Confused, I wonder why he's having me step outside?

After about a minute, he tells me to come back into the room.

I walk in, closing the door behind me and looking at him, grabbing his shirt and jeans, and setting them into the dirty laundry basket.

"Did you change?" I ask

"Yeah, I had to get out of those jeans and put on sweats or something, and then I just put on a different shirt because that one was dirty." He says, acting normal

"Is that just like, what we do now?" I ask, looking at him and still confused

"What do you mean?" He says, turning and looking at me

"Why do I need to step outside of the room.... when you change... your outfit?" I ask, still showing an extremely confused face.

I mean that simply makes no sense? We've always been comfortable with each other like that, why not now?

"I don't know I just wanted to change my clothes really quick. Sorry." He says, his voice getting kind of quiet and looking away again, going back to organizing some clothes.

"Babe? What's wrong?" I ask him

"What? Nothing." He replies, not even looking in my direction

"Nick. What's. Wrong." I say again, walking a bit closer to him

"You've never done that before, you're always comfortable around me what changed?" I ask, growing worried

"Nothing babe it's okay" he says, walking away and sitting back down at his set up

I pull up a chair and put it next to him, spinning his chair so that he's facing me.

"Stop lying to meeeeeeeee" I say, smiling at him, so he knows he can talk to me

"nothing- I just feel kinda weird?" He says, still quietly

"You feel weird around ME- or? Just say what you feel" I say, trying to get him to spit it out.

"I just don't like the way I look lately, like I just don't like my body i feel gross." He says, seeming sad.

"Why?" I ask

"There's no reason for you to" I add on

"I don't know. My personal insecurities, people online saying things about my body, I don't want you to start finding me unattractive or something" he says

I smile at him, snapping in front of him so he looks me in the eyes

"Babe, you know we have like... done multiple activities in which include us... showing our bodies to one another, right?I've seen you before and I've never, ever, thought a single bad thing about your body." I say

"That's different, sex is in the dark and you aren't just staring at each-others body." He says

"Nick you have no reason to be insecure about yourself. I promise. I do not care about looks and even if I did, you do not have a bad body, you are super attractive. There's not a single reason to be insecure, ESPECIALLY not in front of me, your GIRLFRIEND who is literally in love with you, no matter what." I say, smiling at him

"Promise? You don't care about my body?" He says

I put my pinky finger up and smile, looking at him.

"I promise" I say, as we connect our pinkies

I kiss him a few times, him leaning into the kiss and smiling

"Can we take a nap now please I'm tired still" I say, grabbing his hand and dragging him out of his chair

He sighs, smiling and walking with me

"Sureee, only because I put on these sweats" he says

"yayyy, my pretty boy boyfriend wants to cuddle with me" I say, teasing, and he laughs

"Seriously, you're so handsome" I smile, continuing to shower him with compliments to make him feel against his past feelings of insecurity

"okay okay, thank you, you don't have to keep complimenting me, I trust you when you say you don't care about my body" he smiles, finally laying down next to me, and laying his head on my chest.

"Just wanted to make sure" I smile, as we cuddle up on the bed, putting something on the tv.

"you know im so in love with you right?" I say.

"absolutely, y/n" he replies

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Word count: 979

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