TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
Sapnap didn't want to lose Karl, he couldn't live with that guilt, Karl had so much to live for. Soon enough Dream came back with some food, but Sapnap didn't want to eat anything.
"Come on Sapnap, the last time you ate was yesterday, at the picnic" Dream held out the food in front of Sapnap. "I'm not hungry" Sapnap looked away from Dream. "I-I'm going to go check on Karl" George stands up and Dream follows.
Sapnap was now alone. Alone to do whatever he wanted. The only thing he wanted was to be met with death. He used to be scared of it, but not anymore. He could just do that.. right now if he wanted to. His thoughts got interrupted when Dream bursts into Sapnap's hospital room. "HE'S ALIVE SAPNAP HE'S OKAY" Dream was smiling with tears streaming down his face. Karl's alive? But that was such a little chance for him to be alive, it was nearly impossible, or so he thought. "Can I see him?" Sapnap looks at Dream, "The doctor's said that you shouldn't be getting out of the hospital bed that much unless you need to go to the bathroom" Dream looks down at the floor. "b-but I need to see him" Sapnap pauses, "please.." Sapnap didn't say please very often, at least not to Dream or George. "Fine, I'll see what I can do" Dream exits the room. Sapnap was a little happier than before, but he still felt guilty, he felt guilty for even putting Karl in that situation. Only if he payed attention to the road, to the lights that shined red in his eyes. There wasn't much he could do now, and he knows that, but he still felt guilty.
Dream comes into the room again, but this time with George. "It took a lot of persuading but-" Dream got interrupted "thank you so much Dream" Sapnap was a little excited to see Karl. It has been hours upon hours since the incident, and in those hours all Sapnap could think about was Karl, how he was, if he was going to make it, if he would hate him or not. The thought hit him, Karl might hate him for putting him in that situation. George and Dream help Sapnap up into a wheel chair, it felt like hours until they finally got to where Karl was. "He, Isn't awake though" Dream informs Sapnap, "oh, that's fine" at least Sapnap could see Karl again. Karl looked the same except for the cast he was in and how beat up he was, from the glass that broke from the windows of the car. Sapnap's eyes started to fill up with tears again, from just looking at how bad Karl got hurt. It didn't seem fair to Sapnap that Karl got more hurt than him, it should've been Sapnap who almost died instead of Karl. Karl was put at a high risk of dying and it was all Sapnap's fault.
"Do the doctor's know when he'll be awake?" Sapnap breaks the silence, "no, not yet" Dream sighs. "In the meantime we could just stay here" George buds into the conversation, Sapnap nods and looks back towards Karl. He almost lost the love of his life, and for such a stupid reason too. It wasn't a stupid reason, but the way it happened was stupid. Sapnap stayed in Karl's room for the rest of the day, thinking about all the fun memories they had before the accident. Sapnap only had a week left before his flight, but he never wants to leave, he wants to make it up to Karl when Karl wakes up. IF Karl wakes up.
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It was a few days before Karl finally woke up, Sapnap was in the room and he saw as Karl's eyes opened. Karl looked.. scared, Sapnap was scared when he woke up too, so he understands why Karl looks so scared and confused. Sapnap calls for the doctor and he comes rushing in. Karl looked all around the room then he noticed that Sapnap was there. Karl lifts his hand and waves at Sapnap. Sapnap waves back, looking worried. Both Karl and Sapnap were lost in each others eyes and tuning out the doctor speaking to them. "AHEM" the doctor lets out, "oh, um sorry what were you saying?" Sapnap speaks up. "That it looks like Karl is healing quickly, he can be out of the hospital in a few weeks, but he'll still need to wear the cast" the doctor repeats himself. Karl smiles and looks at Sapnap "that's great!" Sapnap smiles for the first time in a while. "I just have to check some things, like his leg, and I'll have to ask a few questions" the doctor informs them. "Oh, um do I have to leave the room for that?" Sapnap asks, "no, no, unless you want to" the doctor responds while testing Karl's leg by lifting it. "Ow" Karl mumbles, "yeah he'll have to keep the cast on for a while" the doctor says. The doctor starts asking Karl questions about how he's feeling and if he is in pain at the moment. Sapnap just looked out the window spacing out again, he catches himself zoning out and he quickly snaps back to reality. "That's it, I'll check in on you guys in an hour" The doctor leaves the room. The room is quiet, they didn't dare break the silence. After a few minutes of silence Sapnap speaks up, "Karl, are you mad at me?" Sapnap starts picking at his nails. "No, of course not" Karl pauses, "why would I be?" Karl questions Sapnap. "Because it was my fault you almost died Karl" Sapnap's still looking down, "it wasn't your fault, it was an accident" Karl reaches out his hand and holds Sapnap's hand.
"But I-" Sapnap gets interrupted, "no buts, it wasn't your fault" Karl comforts Sapnap. "Thank you, Karl" Sapnap smiles. Sapnap still felt guilty, but not as guilty as before. Sapnap hugs Karl for a while, both of them just embracing each other in a comfortable silence.
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Author's Note: WOW KARL'S ALIVE?! most of you guys guessed that he wasn't going to die after all, and of course he wasn't, I wasn't going to do that to you guys. Also thank you all so much for over 6k reads, and all the votes, it means a lot. Hopefully waiting for this chapter was worth it
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