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You want to know the truth,
The bitter heartless truth,

Are you prepared to bleed out,
For all your raw emotion an feeling to come rushing out like a tidle wave,

Each scar and wound re opened,
To watch as salt gets paired in abundance,

Perhaps it's your tears,
An even your darkest of fears,
The past creeps up in the dead of night,

You want to run,
But the truth will always catch up,
This is no fun,

You want to understand what will have you so crippled,
So disgusted,
So incredibly crushed,

An yet your terrified,
Like a dear stuck in head lights,

Because the want out weights any form of hurt,

We are but humans,
Stuck with wanting unattainable things,

Now I can see the frustration,
Its building behind those glazed eyes,
The anger clouding all fear you once had,

The strife,

The overwhelming sensations,
Your constant misinterpretations,

An yet the curiosity is going to kill you,

Or maybe the dog in the night time,

The inquisitive mind,
Wanting more,
They race to conclusions,

But I will let your thoughts thaw for one more moment,

Let you take a leap,
Or a climb that is dismally steep,

Because the truth runs like a tap,
In midsummer,
Dry,
Maybe a drip every millennium,
Seeping out,
Bursting at the seams,
But never escaping in tidle waves,

An yet your judgement cannot be clouded,

Because the eagerness will not be pounded,

And you're still hoping and waiting,

For the bitter heartless truth,

The wanting for forgiveness of all you have done wrong,
The wanting for your favourite person to play that one song,
The wanting of a better less bitter life,

But you very well know,
We all want what we cannot have,

That is the truth,
The bitter,
Heartless,
Soul crushing,
Demeaning,
Hellish,

Truth,

It cannot be tainted or manipulated,

It is but honest an true,
Much like this universe when it has you.

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