"Because I like you," she whispered and I felt my chest tighten. Cam likes me. I could fucking hear my heart drumming irregularly and I felt my face heat up but I know she wouldn't notice since she lacks awareness. "Can I?"
My brain went mush and my chest being run over by a bus. I have kissed women before but she was different. Usually they would come up to me and we would fuck but to Cam I was practically giving her the chance to break my heart.
It hurt me when she said it was a mistake when kissed me at first. I thought there was a chance she would like me. This was a first to me and I was stupid in believing and fantasizing about her.
The reason why I was avoiding her was because I was confused. First she says it was a mistake and didn't have the reason why she did what she did then come apologzing to me and say she didn't regret it. Confusing as hell.
She asked again and I nodded. My heart pounded in my ears unlike the first kiss. This time it was real and both of us wanted it. I felt her hot breath on my face as she came closer. The smell of mint and her scent invaded my nostrils when her lips touched mine. My body became weak making my brain turn mush. I moved my lips and she mirrored what I did. The kiss tasted sweet and innocent, and actually unlike last time.
She cupped my face with one of her hand and deepened the kiss, my lips pushed against my teeth and I pushed her back, leaving us cold and breathless.
"Your lip is what's wrong. A little more and my lips might actually bruise," I said.
"Don't you know how to kiss?"
"You're my first time," she admitted cutely. "Can we try again?"
She was gentle this time and avoided deepening the kiss more. She leaned on one elbow, supporting her body and the other cupping my face. The longer we were kissing the harder it was to breathe, and the ringing in my ears wouldn't stop but I felt her hand move to my hips, making me twitch.
Her hand moved up my bare skin while she moved to kiss my jaw then to my neck. What. Is. Happening.
I stopped her hand when it was about to touch my breast.
"W-what are you doing?" I uttered, still out of breath from her touches and kisses.
I pushed her off gently and covered my face, hiding my embarassment.
The Cam I know doesn't even like to get physical or doing stuff like this.
Something was up, this wasn't the innocent Cam that I know.
"Mat said that yo-you like me."
Obviously she was the only one to not notice it.
"He said that you like me because you want to do it."
"Do what now?"
"He used the f word."
Then it clicked me why Cam was acting weird. Mat put words in my mouth that was half true but still.
"Oh my G-d!" I gasped.
"You don't want to do it?"
"Uh, I want to do it but definitely not now. I'm going to kill Mat," I hissed.
"Why?" Cam replied innocently. This girl was obviously oblivious.
"Because what he said was a lie."