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How are you feeling?

I wasn't planning to write something like this but one day something happened which made me write so.

I really want to forget it but my emotions hold it tight. So one day....I saw a nightmare. I hope you know that a nightmare is something which one will never want to come true. Before this incident, I was hating my parents whole heartedly. Don't sue me after this but you can understand that a young adolescent goes through all this. So as I said, I hated my parents and especially mom. I don't know how hurtful things I said and I still feel guilty about it. One night we came from a party and then I drifted to sleep. Next morning I woke up and was crying for the whole day while hugging my mom.

What actually happened? I saw a nightmare that I am going to school for my exams but before that, my mom keeps a letter inside my blazer and kisses my forehead. She said that I'll do good and will have a bright future ahead. She smiled while looking in my eyes as if there is no tomorrow.

So there was some police investigation going on and all the paths were blocked which means I couldn't go to give my exams. Then....let me think what happened next.

I stood in the crowd to understand what's going on and the reason for all the investigation. I found that someone commited suicide and....I am not crying. Seriously, I am not.

It was night till that time. I remembered about the letter my mom kept in my blazer that morning, got curious and when I read it......ok, I am crying. Gosh! Why am I a cry baby?

In that letter, she expressed all her love for me and it didn't took me long to understand the scenario.

I woke up and told about it to my mom. Yes, she did say motivation and loving things to calm me down but her sarcastic nature was enough to return back my smile.

I am really thankful to God that I am lucky enough to be with my parents and I feel sorry for the ones who miss this love. Just see how a simple dream changed my whole point of view and I don't know where my old grudge which I held against my parents flew away.

Look at your parents. What are they doing now? Cooking? Working? Whatever they are doing is for you. We never understand the value of a moment untill it becomes a memory. Those small things we do becomes too big in the long run.

It was just so devastating experience but still so meaningful. All my pain disappears when I am with my loved ones. Maybe I was too busy thinking about myself that I almost forgot about the people who love and live for me.

Let's love our dads too because we always say that mom's love is the best but what about dad? That's unfair! Let's not forget the love which maybe he can't express in words but feels from his heart.

Me: I love you mom and dad *shouts from my bedroom*

Mom: I love you more baby *blows a flying kiss*

Dad: o-ok *gets shy*

I am a better person today than yesterday but will be the best tomorrow. I always try to write what I actually feel and portray my emotions, that's why my stories are always hundred percent original.

And you all know how much Dhriti loves Ye Jun. Loves enough to spend her whole life dreaming about him. But you must keep moving, right? Life is not about stopping. You can't always forget the past but I hope you are strong enough to know that life goes on.

I want you to know that you are stronger than you think. No one can help you grow unless you want the change yourself. You must know that crying and getting depressed was never a solution. You have to fight your fears.

In the story, I have used Ye Jun to make Dhriti love herself but if you look carefully, Ye Jun and Dhriti are the same person because all what happened was in her dreams. So can't we say that she developed herself through her own dreams?

Love yourself. Love myself. Peace.

Ok bye I am going to celebrate my birthday. Earlier I decided to celebrate it by enjoying a BTS home-cert all alone but why to do that when I have my family? I am lucky enough to celebrate my day with the ones I love the most. Things may not be the same tomorrow. Maybe I will be out of station or busy with my studies, and that will be the time when I am going to miss these small feelings.

I am not a big writer neither do I have millions of reads and thousands of votes, but if my story is able to change one life in a positive way then I am successful. Stories are meant for entertainment. Read and forget. What excites me to write is the hope that I will help others to change their point of view for life through my works.

You never know for how long a person is going to keep your hurtful words in his heart. Bring out your inner child and let's live a life where things like hatred don't exist.

Once again thanks a lot of giving 'Gone' your love, support and time.

Have a good day and keep loving your life. If it can change once then it can change again.

And I love you💜

Signing off (for now),
With love,
Sakshi Dhriti.

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