Expect the Unexpected - Jemily

6 - Are You Sure? (*$)

A quick recap/summary of the last chapter if you skipped it: JJ and Emily stay at each other's apartments a few times a week and the team now knows about their relationship.

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Trigger Warning for sexual assault.

This chapter will be a recreation of what Will did to JJ back in chapter 1. I don't know how to describe it other than by suggesting you read it. The experience for JJ won't be the same as it was with Will and Emily will be respecting JJ's withdrawal of consent immediately. This is meant to be a positive experience to show JJ that not all people are like Will (it has a similar concept to Weapon of Power by thatnerdemryn on ao3).

Obviously, please don't read this chapter if sexual assault is a triggering topic for you. Again, I will recap any important information at the start of the next chapter.

Buckle up. It's going to be a rollercoaster. Here's a LONG chapter (5251 words).

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A few days later, all of the girls were in Emily's apartment. Penelope had been over for most of the evening catching up on all the gossip. She had to leave around 5pm to get ready for a date. JJ had just ordered a pizza and then cuddled up to Emily on the couch while they waited for it to arrive.

When the pizza arrived and they were sitting on the couch Emily decided to bring up the topic that had been on her mind for the last few days.

"JJ, it's nothing bad but I want to talk to you about something". One of Emily's hands reached for the hand JJ had closest to her. She wanted to take this conversation as seriously as possible.

"Yeah?" JJ's grip on Emily's hand tightened in anticipation.

"Yeah. The thing you asked me about a few days ago? If you want to try it we can. But I need you to be very specific with the details and what you want me to do. We will also need a safeword in case you want to stop".

"You also need a safeword Emily. Thank you for thinking about it". JJ leaned forward and pressed a few kisses to Emily's cheeks and then kissed her lips gently.

"Of course love. Do you want to keep talking about it now or wait and talk about it later?" Emily brushed a fallen lock of hair out of JJ's eyes.

"I'd like to talk about it now if you're okay with that". She looked into Emily's eyes to confirm that she was in fact okay with this.

"Absolutely JJ. I want to write some notes while we talk about it so I can look back at them later and make sure I don't do anything you don't want me to. Is that okay?" Emily looked a little hesitant when she asked the question.

"Yeah Em. That's okay". JJ soothed her girlfriend's worries by making sure she was comfortable with what they were doing too.

"Okay. I'll be right back. Stay here". Emily stood up to find a pen and a notebook.

When she came back into the room, JJ was wrapped in the blanket that had been draped over the back of the couch.

"Can you play with my hair Em? Please?" Emily smiled at the beautiful blonde in front of her.

"Of course. Do you want to put your head in my lap?" JJ nodded and moved to do just that. She faced the TV with her back to Emily. The brunette's hand moved to the back of JJ's head to lightly scratch her scalp and run her fingers through the silky blonde hair.

"Okay, do you want to start this conversation? Because I don't know where to start Jay". This was where JJ had to be completely honest and admit her thoughts on what she wanted Emily to do, but she was feeling a little bit shy tonight.