Life is Wife, Wife is Knife

XXXIII

Be warned. A mature chapter and not suitable for 17 years old below or a sensitive reader

I'm not good at writing smut but for anyone who loves reading one, bare with me

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LALISA POV

I was expecting the feeling of hostility because I know I hurt her, the aggressive I thought was her treatment towards me but here she is, touching me with all her gentleness

A drop of tears falls down, she may hurting me physically but god, I have all the power in her heart that it is as if I owned a big part of it. The way her kisses all over my body sent shivers to my spine, it was full of adoration, so caring

She stopped, looking worried but there's a part of disappointment
"Change your mind?" she asked, maybe referring of my tears

I smile. I shake my head cupping my favorite soft cheeks of her "I'm all yours now" she seems not expecting of what I have said but she smile thoroughly.

Since we started dating, she knew in the first place that I couldn't make her my first priority as I have a responsibility to fulfill as the eldest.

Being with Jennie, even I, myself wouldn't expect the love Jennie has shown me.

It was beyond my expectation because in all honesty, I have expected her personality as a cold, snobber and mean person. Maybe some were right but her deep character made me realized that despite of having a lot of responsibility to shoulder, I should still know my real happiness.

Being with her awaken my senses of what is real happiness I am seeking long time ago.

With her, I feel like I was walking at the top of the world and no one can stop me from shouting my feelings. I am free.

Now that I chose her over my family, I know I won't regret my decision.

Every time I think of why does my own family, the people I was expecting to support me, the people who's fighting with me to all the judgement, was all actually against the idea of what I really am.

I'm hurt.

Opening my eyes, I saw the stunning woman I have ever laid my eyes on, sitting on top of me with her nakedness.

She's perfect, no one could deny.

We're both naked that I thought would end up awkward but her eyes screaming the comfort

I intertwined our hands, and smile to her "Please tell me you forgive me"

She didn't react, she's doesn't look mad either "When you say I own all of you, there's no turning back" she clarified

"I mean it, baby" and there, I saw her smiling widely

Leaning down, she whispered "I'll forgive you if you say I satisfy you after this"

"Ohh.." I didn't even saw her other hand because I was too focused on admiring her beauty. Her finger buried in me, it was so painful

God

"You're beautiful" she whispered. Then kissed my lips passionately while her finger stay unmoving.

Her sexy mouth trace my jaw down to my neck and stopped on my pulse

"Jennie" I moaned her name which I earned a very nice licking down my chest forgetting the unusual pain I have ever felt.

I couldn't open my eyes at the sensation, it was too much for me but I remember I moaned that I don't know if it was so normal for a virgin like me-well, not anymore