He has nobody... [DreamSMP FanFic]

* Chapter Forty-Six *

[Quackitys POV]

I hugged back almost immediately. Thee tears were rolling down my cheeks and onto his shoulder, causing him to hug tighter than before... After a few minutes he tried to pull away from the hug but i pulled him back, I felt safe... 

"Quackity..." He whispered, "We should go-" 

"I-I", I let out a sob and hid my head on his shoulder, "What if they ask me about it?" 

I felt him look down at me as he sighed... "Do you not think you should tell them?" 

"NO!" I pulled away from the hug and took my beanie off before throwing it at him. "I never wanted anyone to know about it!" I growled, while still crying... "I don't even know how you found out!" 

He caught the beanie and held it tightly, "Calm down..."

I realised he wasn't trying to hurt me in any way and stopped shouting... "I-I'm sorry Schlatt..." I rubbed my arm and cursed at myself for being such a prick.

"Its okay..." He smiled and walked back over to me, putting the beanie back on my head, "We should probably get ready... Its hot today so don't wear a hoodie".

"Ah yes, Hot... Just like me", I smiled and walked over to my wardrobe while wiping my eyes 

Schlatt laughed then disappeared to get changed, I instantly felt cold without him. My vision got smaller and my breathing sped up, I ignored it... It happens all the time. I changed into a thin Hawaiian t-shirt and left it unbuttoned, I wore black ripped shorts to match and a chain necklace

I placed my hands on the desk and tried to calm my breathing down, I felt someone grab my hand which made me jump. "CAN YOU LIKE NOT DO THAT?!" I laughed as i pushed Schlatt off of me. He laughed in response and rolled his eyes. He was wearing long ripped shorts with no shirt, again

"C'mon lets go outside..." He smiled and walked up stairs, straight through my bedroom door.
I followed close behind him and locked the door behind me.

Everyone was outside in the sun... "QUACKITY!" Tommy smiled and waved at me, He was wearing a red and white shirt which was tucked into his navy blue shorts. Deo had him in a head lock, he was wearing some sunglasses with an orange crop top and black shorts, to finish the look of, his iconic Christmas hat. Ant and Rags were watching them while Sam, Puffy and Wilbur all talked to each other

I waved and walked over to them, with Schlatt following close behind. "Hey guys", I smiled nervously hoping they wouldn't ask questions... but despite my silent prayers, they still questioned me

"Why'd you run out earlier?" Tommy asked, finally getting away from Deo's grip and walking up to me 

I saw Schlatt look at me out the corner of his eyes while i panicked to think of an excuse, "I-I um... I forgot something..." I rubbed the back of my neck. The two males looked at each other and shrugged before starting to fight again. I let out a sigh of relief and grabbed Jschlatt's hand, dragging him away from the others.
"You can't tell anyone about what you saw!", I held my finger up to his face causing him to stumble backwards, "GOT IT!?" 

"Don't worry Quackity", He grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes, "I won't tell anyone... but you have to promise me, you will never do it ever again".

"I..." I looked him in the eyes and shook my head, "I can't promise that Jschlatt"

He stared at me with a bland expression and tightened his grip on my hand which pulled me forwards slightly. I tried to tug away but it didn't work, I looked him in the eyes again, "Promise me Quackity..." He pleaded, "I don't want you to be like me..." 

"You can't fix something with missing pieces Schlatt..." I smiled reassuringly as tears filled my eyes, "You can't do this forever y'know? You have to let me do my own things"

"Not if it's going to kill you", He slowly let go of my hands, his eyes were glazed with tears, this was a sight i hadn't seen in a while... 

"Hey... Don't cry..." I said hugging him, 

"I'm not crying dickhead... I just..." He sighed, "You have a good life ahead of you... and your going to ruin it by overdosing". He pulled away from the hug, "Your too young to die..." 

"Your not that much older than me..." I laughed 

"Yeah but, I kinda deserved it... I did blow up an entire nation and... well", he looked down, I know he regrets what he did to me, he says sorry all the time 

"You were still a person..." His floppy ears lifted slightly, as if he had never heard anyone say that before