Joshua

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It's been a week since Kenzie moved in with aug and his girl... im happy fo ha she really like it and as long as my best friend good im good wit dat shit anyways "all of a sudden" Rodney popped up missin I know my cuz aug handled dat he just ain't sayin shit about it anyway Kenzie's moms signed ova ha rights no questions asked but tha hard part gonna be findin Kenzie's real pops she neva met tha nigga but he's on ha birth certificate so aug Lookin high and low to find him... anyway right na we in Kenzie's new room dis girl so excited to finally have ha own shit I swear tha whole way hea she was like "oh they got me my own tv i even got my own closet oh joshieee I love them sooooo much".... lol I'm happy fo ha

"Are you gonna help me with this project or nah?" She starts to giggle afta words I swear she so lame

"Na mama look like you got it" she roles ha eyes at me

"You know your not always gonna have me to do the work when I get really big im switching to online and when college come who's to say we will be at the same college get it together Joshua" hea we go

"Aight aight I hea you but we gonna be at the same college just cuz of tha simple fact you got my baybe" I say while layin back on tha bed

"I still don't know though like I want to keep the baby cuz it's mine it's just I don't want a constant reminder of what happened you know... I just don't want to look at my kid and think about that" she breaks down cryin man I pull ha on top of me and wrap my arms around ha

"It's aight mama you good now ok I got you we good" I try and calm ha down but really don't know what to say I'm 12

No! You don't got me Joshua no one does... I cried for you I cried for my mom but no one was there to stop it I went through that by myself so don't say it's ok cuz it's not ok I'm not ok I'm freaking 12 years old and pregnant and even though you say you will be the dad I will still look at my baby and see that sick man who raped me I begged him to stop why didn't he josh why wouldn't he stop!" Fo tha first time she breakin down I mean like actually like they day I found out she had blood on ha pants when we was at tha park I started to tease ha about ha period but she just said it like it was some regular shit I neva seen ha cry about this shit till now

"I know mama I Shoulda been Thea fo you and I'm sorry I wasn't but I promise you Id neva Eva let you get hurt again you or our baby Mackenzie you gotta believe me I'm sorry and I love you" she finally looks up to me with glossy eyes and I can't help but to want to cry too I can't ima man men don't cry I wipe ha tears away and fo tha first time I see somethin in Kenzie I neva saw befo

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