My Secret Marriage

chapter 107

Sadhvi's pov :

"I love you...." I said to him involuntarily.

Shit!!!! How can I just confess to him when the situation is already so messy........

'Why the hell did you confess Sadhvi!!!!! You already know that he doesn't love you.
And for your information he confessed that he has a crush just few days before.
You just made a mistake.' my subconscious said.

I agree each an every words my mind just said.

I should justble my loose tongue!!!

I can still see the shock which is evident from his expression.

I just want to run away which I did exactly........

Just as I ran into washroom I heard him calling me.
But I did not paid any heed to it as I really don't want to face his rejection.
As of now......
May be later I will be mentally prepared for that.

I washed my face as I was thinking......more like analyzing his reaction.

How much ever think my thoughts stop at
'how he gonna reject me.'

I sighed........I dried my face.
I hope he left from bedroom......already more than 15 minutes passed.

As I opened the door I saw no one.
I sighed in relief as I am good atleast for now.

But my happiness didn't last for long.

There he was......he was leaning on the wall beside the door so I didn't see him while I came out.
Instinctively I tried to move back to the washroom.
Just as I stepped into that room I felt like flying........

Wait what!!!!!!!
I looked down to see me really flying.
Gosh.....what happened????

That was when I realized that he lifted me like I am of no weight.

Just I was wriggling in his arms to keep me down he did.
I sighed in relief......I was really afraid that I will fall on my face if he just grip just slipped away from me.

I am pinned to the wall again.
I was startled because it was so unexpected and just know I experienced fright.

'Sadhvi.....I think your husband got a thing for pinning you to wall.' my subconscious spoke.

'Is this the situation to think about this!!! Even if he got a thing about it it is not of your concern.
He is mine.....he can do anything.' I mocked it back.......I know i shouldn't feel possessive....but I am.

I looked up only to greet with his intense grey eyes looking at me.

Now it doesn't held the shock which I saw few minutes back.......it now held the determination. But for what?????

As I was lost in my thoughts he held my waist tighly which brought me to the reality.

"Where are you always lost???" He glared at me while saying this.

"I....ummmm nothing." I said as I don't want to embarrass myself saying that now a days I am even jealous of my subconscious.

Even I am finding it so lame.......and weird too.

His glare intensified as I didn't answered his question.......but he was just mum.

'Did he want to reject me on my face......is that why is he waiting for me????' I thought.
This immediately dampened my mood.

"Let's talk about it again......first answer my question." He asked.....I nodded in response.

"Repeat what you said before." I said.

What is he asking to repeat??? He said before may be he meant me to say the words I uttered again.

"I....um nothing?" I said hesitantly.....as I didn't get what was there in these words that he wanted to listen again.

He sighed listening my words.....
"I meant the one you said before running away." He said or more like ordered.

'I love you.' is this what he wanted to listen???

Why???? After saying this he will say NO.
Why is he so cruel..........

Can't he just spare me from my heartbreak.

His eyes looks so firm and serious......
So having no choice I looked down and said
'i love you.'
I said it in a very low tone.....may be we can call it whispering.
He can listen it though as he is close to me.

His hold on my waist tightened.......his left hand left my waist he held my nape.

I shivered as I felt his cold hand on my nape.

My breath hitched as he raised my head by clutching my hair lightly......I can look at his eyes which never fails to mesmerise me.

I bit my lips as I am hella nervous.
What couldn't he just say no and relieve my suspense???

"Say it again." He said as he leaned slightly towards me......
Now his nose is almost touching mine.
I was breathing heavily.

Again?????

"I....I l..love you." I stammered as I really couldn't focus when he is this near to me.

"Say it again baby....." He is whispered near my lips.

"Sid..... Siddarth" I almost whined......

Why is he asking me to repeat it again and again.

He pulled me more to himself and said
"Repeat it baby."

Oh my god........what's with him today?????

He is looking so evil today and even his tone is very serious.....
I am slightly afraid.....because he looking scary with this determined look.
I want my Siddarth back.....who never leaves to amaze me with his cuteness and hotness.

"I.....I love you." I said and closed my eyes as I couldn't held his gaze for so long.

"Hmmm." He said.

I immediately opened eyes.

Did he just hummed???? Or am I listening wrong?
He hummed on my confession?????

How much ever calmest person I am, I get angry if he do this........

I pushed him hardly as I am really boiling with anger. As he isnt expecting my push he stumbled back.

Glaring at me hardly his lips twitched.

'i don't care.......hmphhh'

I tried to go away from the jerk who just hummed for my love confession.

He chuckled evilly before saying
"RUNNING AWAY AGAIN BABY GIRL?????"

I stood still listening to this new nickname for me.

Why is this sounding so dark and wicked ????

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