Treat Me With Care

Ellen Live Holliday Special

Sean

It's December 24, Christmas Eve.

Rick started saying around that I had started writing the album and now everyone wanted to interview me, so now I was at Ellen's instead of being home getting ready for Christmas eve dinner with the Rices.

-What if she asked me about us?- I was on the phone with Kaycee a little worried about how to handle the interview.
"Don't say we're together, it's still early. But make it clear that we're seeing each other"
-What if I make everything worse? If I blow up the whole plan? You're the actress, not me-
"Then don't act. Be honest, you just pretend to have more affection than you actually feel for me"

Τhey called me to go to the studio.
-I have to go-
"Good luck, see you in 2 hours"

And right after that I go on stage and I sang my most famous single 4 walls.
When I finished I went to sit in the chair next to Ellen's who was still clapping.

-Sean Lew everyone. It's been a while since we have seen each other, am I wrong?-
-No you're not. I kinda miss you-
-I'm feeling honored- She said to me smiling.

-So, I know you're working on something new-
-Yes, I'm writing a new album. I tried to do it all by myself, like the good old days-
-Why this decision?-
-I want to try to bring just how i feel without the influence of other for the first time-
-And how's it going?-
-Can I be honest? I'm done writing just one song. The rest is all uncompleted- Everyone laughed at my sincerity.

-I can say you're getting busy-
-Hey I started writing a few weeks ago, I am at a great point-
-What can you tell us about this only one song?-
-This song talk about letting open up to someone. To put aside the walls and to allow the person to see through our fragility-
-Are you talking about someone in particular?-
-Yes, of course-
-Does this person know?-
-Was the first person I made listen to it-
-And what did this person think?-
-She told me one of the most beautiful things an artist can hear. "when art hitting you extremely, you don't have to make noise"-
-You said it was a she. What can you tell us about her?-

What could I say? Was I supposed to say her name? Did I have to say I met her recently? I had to say it was my girlfriend but I didn't want to reveal her identity?
Or maybe I can say the truth.

-She meant so much to me and I can't even tell you how it happened. She's teaching me so many things as seen the world with different eyes or appreciate the little moments. I'm starting to forget what the world was like before her and I honestly don't want it to come back as it was-
-You really like this person so much-
-If you knew who I was talking about, you wouldn't be this surprised-
-Then why don't you tell me?-
-I want to keep her for me a little longer. Just for goodness the little moments between us before everyone thinks they have the right to say something. People know how to be really evil without realizing it-

-This is very true. Can we hear at least one sentence of this new song? Maybe your favorite or her favorite, if she told you-
-I can't answer for her, I'il ask as soon as we finish the interview. She spent all the writing sessions by my side but never said anything about it. My personal favorite is a line in the end "and I'll take the same care for you". Because it's not just going to be a one side thing. If you don't hurt me, I promise i won't hurt you either-

-You lie to me- Ellen told me with a satisfied smile.
-What? When?-
-You told me you were trying to write this album yourself and yet she's always by your side- I calmed down, for a moment I thought she was referring to all my talk about Kaycee, even though I had been completely sincere.
-How could I write an album without an inspirational muse?-
-Well, you're not wrong-