Arrange Marriage||Taehyung ff|| [COMPLETE]

Part - 38

It's been few days now
And no
I didn't talked to tae yet.
I wanted to trust him and is waiting for him to tell me if there is any problem.

This is the reason I am telling myself...but I know this is not the actual reason.

The actual reason is that I am scared.
I am scared that what if the thing I am trying to overlook is true.
I don't want to feel the pain of betrayal again for the fourth time.

I am trying to delay the situation.

But not anymore
because I have had enough, he is going overboard he didn't even come home some days saying that he would stay at office.

So,now if today he comes home I would clearly confront him.

I was sitting in the living room waiting for him and deep down wishing that he doesn't come home today,
because I don't have courage to confront him.

I am scared for both the results...if what I am thinking is true,then I don't know what will I do.
And if it's not true, then it would hurt my conscience thinking that I again misunderstood him.

I was never this weak and scared but this situation is making me so vulnerable.

Just when I was in my  thoughts,I heard the front door open
and my heart started beating fast.

As usual tae went upstairs, after giving me a small smile...
which I couldn't return...I tried but I couldn't.

We were at the dinner table have the meal and I was still contemplating.

Y/n's mind - " Should I talk about it now.....but if I would then it would ruin the dinner, I shouldn't do it now...............ughhh I am just making excuses I should talk."

Just when I was about to speak, tae beat me in that

Tae - " Umm...y/n, I am going for a buisness trip tomorrow."

That was not expected at all

Y/n - " Buisness trip?...Where?"

Tae - " U.S.....to meet Mr.Dawson."

Y/n's mind - " Why is he not looking at me, I can't see his eyes."

Y/n - " But our project with them is completed."

Tae - " Yeah....but there are some things to discuss and m-maybe we will think about a new project..s-so."

Y/n - " For how long are you going?"

He finally looked at me.

Tae - " I don't know..it will take some time."

Y/n's mind - " And here goes nothing...I don't want to have that conversation now, when he is going to the other country tomorrow...I don't want him to go with a bad mood or an argue."

Next day

I am at the office right now, working.

Tae has already left for the buisness trip which I am still confused about.

Y/n's mind - " How come a buisness trip suddenly? And he went alone...no one went with him....not even his secretary.........
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Ughh! Stop overthinking... nothing would come out of it....you need to talk to him to clear everything....so wait until he comes back."