40 Days Finding You ➳ Kang Taehyun [END]

𝙍𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 ✿

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Taehyun stared at the white ceiling above him, head occupied by many thoughts. One thing for sure, he regretted it. He just couldn't get it out of his head, and he can't even sleep. He didn't get a wink. Its midnight but he doesn't feel sleepy at all. And without him even realizing, tears escaped from the corner of his eyes, dropping into his shirt.

He's sure that y/n hates him right now and he dont know how to confront her after this. He regretted being stupid, regretted that he didn't think twice first.

" stupid." he said, putting an arms above his head, still staring at the blank ceiling.

But what about y/n? The situation for her doesn't get better either. She just silently crying on her bed, curling into a balls as only some low sobs can be heard in the dark empty room that has no one but her.

Not that she hates taehyun but she hates it that the kiss earlier was out of love and forced. It doesn't feel the same at all. It different from every kisses they ever had. It was a forced one and y/n hates it that taehyun forced himself to kiss her like that.
If anything, she wants a genuine one. The one that has full loves written all over it.

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Taehyun's eyes shut closed, eyebrows furrowed together as his nose scrunched hard, shifting his body multiple times on the bed. His forehead was covered with thin layer of sweats as his hair are all in mess and parted slightly. Feeling like it was hot eventhough the air conditioner was switched on, he gripped on his blanket tightened.

" Find your soulmates."
" Y-you..you can see me?"
" i'm a ghost."
" y/n. Lee y/n."
" You're my seatmate i guess."
" I- i can be a human again.."

" I..need to find my soulmates."
" Okay, then lets be happy together."
" Help me to find how i died."
" Okay, okay you little one. I'll company you to the stairs."

" death must be pay with death."
" this is the revenge."
" if it wasn't because of them you'll will still living your happiest life now."
" i wont let them living happy while i'm suffering here alone."

" hyunnie? Where did u get that?"
" you're a ghost right? then i think you can possessed me something like that"
" Taehyun has something to tell you."
" yes, its me. I'm taehyun. Kang taehyun."

" i-i'm scared.."
" I know, everything will be fine i promise. I'll help you. We'll make it together."
" hyunnie its okay to cry. You dont have to act though everytime. Remember, everytime you feel like crying, i'll always be with you. You have my shoulder to lean on. Its okay to not be okay."

" I want to show this song to someone important to me."
" We'll do it together okay?"

" its him. He caught them!"
" Thats enough, Jung. Should've just stop your games."

" Mom, dad."
" Taehyun? Taehyun?!"

" I love you too, dumbass!"
" I remember everything."

" I found my soulmate already."
" A week. Just a week."

" b-but once i become a human again, memories of me when i was a ghost will be erased."

" I will. I wont let you go."
" if you ever miss me, look at the stars. I'll be there too."

" I'm grateful that you showed me this place. Its really beautiful."
" i hate it! Why would you have to go"

" I love you"
" I love you too"

" i love you too, for eternity."

His black dark eyes shot opened as he abruptly sat on her bed, panting heavily. As few layers of sweats keep flowing down from his forehead to his cheeks, his heart's palpitating in animalistic pace. It was dark and silent, but taehyun can clearly heard his own heart beats.

His head stinging pain as he reminiscing everything happened. yeah, you guessed it. He remembered. He remembered everything from the start, from their first encounter to their last day together. He remember how his arms always wrapped around her tightly, he remember every single dates they went to. He remember everything. Its all came within seconds only. " y/n..." that name came rolling out from his tongue out of his own realization.

He shifted his gaze to the wall clock just to discover that its already past midnight but that wasn't his concern right now. what he wants is just to hold her again, to showered her with kisses again, to apologize to her and to make her happy again. Just how they used to be. "fuck it."

So, without thinking any further, he immediately stormed out from his room, dashing towards her apartment not even bothering to take a car or what. He just ran into his dear life, not caring about the time or how late is it right now. He just wants to see her. He wants to say how much he loves her but this time it wasn't a forced one but a genuine one instead.

Go get your girl !
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