365 days I've been struggling,
Struggling to sleep.
Struggling to not think about you,
About her,
About us.
She's onto me,
And you don't see it.
I can't think straight,
And I'm always watching my back.
Can't be alone with you,
Without fearing she'd be there.
I know you love me,
I know you care,
But she's got something that I don't have.
She got memories,
She got kisses,
She got pictures of you holding her.
I wish I wasn't here,
And I wish we never met.
I know I'd still be fine,
If she wasn't jealous.
As much as any other girl would love to be called your baby,
I'm over here having second thoughts.
Don't call me your baby,
I know I won't make it.
I feel like she poisoned me,
My eyes are sunken.
My taste buds don't work,
I'm losing weight.
I'm losing my mind.
I surrender,
I surrender.
I'm tired and I'm sick,
You can have him,
You can have him.
Only god knows what I'm feeling.
He won't call me his baby,
He won't see me no more,
I'll be gone,
I'll be gone,
You can have him,
You can have him.
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Curls
PoetryA beautiful mess just put together for the world to see. Fathia Abdi Expresses In this poetry book the things she dealt with throughout her life. This amazing collection of poetry brings every teenager close to home and allows them to feel valuable...
