'Messed Up' sbi adoption au

Part 10

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_Tommy P0V_

'Oh shit' I yelled sitting up from my nightmare

'I'm fine ' I said to myself looking around

'Hey you alright?' Wilbur asked sat at the edge of my bed

'Yeah why would-'

The memories flooded back about all that had happened last night

'Tommy Phil said to come down stairs when you were awake so cmon' Wilbur said

I stood up slowly following Wilbur in silence

We got to the bottom of the stairs noticing how only Phil and Techno were there along with now Wilbur

'Tommy can you come sit down please?' Phil asked in a sad tone

'S-sure' I sighed sitting down dreading what was to come

'Tommy why did you do it?' Phil asked

'Hm I- Uh' I looked down feeling pathetic

'Tommy can you please give us something we only want to help you bud' Phil asked again pushing me to answer

'P-Phil I can't'

'You can't what kid?' Techno asked worried

'T-they make me do it' I said shaking

'Toms your alright cmon bud who?' Wilbur asked crouching down in front of me

'They sound like him, but not him' everyone looked confused waiting for me to go on

'They hurt me Wil I can't do it anymore they just talk and talk in my head and it sounds like him it sounds like my Father as much as I try to get away from him he's just there' I was breaking down by now, feeling Wilbur wrap his arms round me I just let go and sobbed

'Tommy what do they tell you?' Techno asked sympathetically

I said nothing just lightly nodded wrapping my arms around Wilbur tighter and crying into his shoulder

(I swear if u ship hell is for you)

'Toms your okay sh sh c'mere bud' Wil said sitting on the sofa with me laying on top of him while Techno rubbed my back

'Tommy it's gonna be alright' Phil said coming over with a glass of water

There was a slight grunt then Techno blurted out 'Tommy your not the only one who hears them your not alone kid' mumbling as he said the last bit

'Y-You?' Was all I could say opening my now flooded eyes slightly to look at the tall man

'Yes Tommy I hear em, if they ever get to much talk to me okay'

'K-Kay Tech'

'Tommy I still need to talk to you about the cutting issue' Phil said a Pang of guilt lingering in his voice at bringing this up again

'Hey Toms its okay' Wilbur said noticing me tense up again

'Uh what a-about it'

'It's not a healthy way to cope with stress bud would you like to talk to a therapist maybe?' Phil asked slightly nervous

'I've spoke to a therapist before they made me cope with it, But not in a good way cause it makes me feel worse'

'Then what do you want to do Tommy?'

'I- Uhm ive never been asked that before' I said more to myself then anyone 'I have ways to not do it I'll be fine'

'Toms you can't just say you'll be fine when you know you won't' Wilbur said running his fingers through my hair