Identity. - (Valkyrae Fanfiction)

Chapter 37 - Bad Day,New Watch & VIP Merch Drops.

I woke up and I was in a bad mood,I fixed my sleep schedule so I was up before Rae,I cleaned up our setups and the house,I made breakfast for Me and her,I ate mine and she was still asleep.I wrote a note.

'Mornin,I'm having a bad day so I'm just gonna clear my mind for a bit then head to the gym,I made you some breakfast.Love you.
- Ven'

I was probably at my worst and just to make it worse,a old memory of my brother,mom and I came to my mind.We were younger at that time.
Flashback.

"Mom,can we get ice cream please"
I asked.
"Please"
Mason begged too.
"If you guys can catch me,give me ten seconds"
Our Mom said and ran.We counted to ten and ran after her.We ran and we wrapped our arms around her.
"Fine fine,we can"
She laughed and she put her arms around us.We celebrated.
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I stopped there and I looked in my rear view mirror and tears were flooding from my eyes.I started the car and went to the studio.
"Yo bro,can we make like a guitar trap"
I said.
"Hey Ven,I got something I made a while ago"
The producer said and it was perfect.
I went in on a attempt to freestyle.

Uh, copped a BMW, new deposit, I picked up another bag
Like, ”Fuck it, I’ma count while I’m in it”
I hear planes flyin’, crowds screamin’, money counters, chains clangin’
Shit, I guess that’s how it sound when you winnin’
I ain’t jokin’, do it sound like I’m kiddin’?
I’ve been makin’ like two thousand a minute
So high up through the clouds, I was swimmin’
I’m probably gon’ drown when I’m in it
I bet she gon’ get loud when I’m in it
And we might have a child when I’m finished

Uh, I won’t love a ho, after we fuck she can’t get near me
Only bitch I give a conversation to is Siri
My pants Amiri, yes, I’m winnin’, clearly
I’m the chosen one, seen my potential so they fear me
Lately I’ve been prayin’, God, I wonder, can you hear me?
Thinkin’ about the old me, I swear I miss you dearly
Stay down ‘til you come up, I’ve been stickin’ to that theory
Every day a battle, I’m exhausted and I’m weary
Make sure I smile in public, when alone, my eyes teary
I fought through it all, but that shit hurt me severely
I’ve been gettin’ high to hide behind my insecurities
Takin’ different pills but I know it ain’t gon’—

Uh, copped a BMW, new deposit, I picked up another bag
Like, “Fuck it, I’ma count while I’m in it”
I hear planes flyin’, crowds screamin’, money counters, chains clangin’
Shit, I guess that’s how it sound when you winnin’
I ain’t jokin’, do it sound like I’m kiddin’?
I’ve been makin’ like two thousand a minute
So high up through the clouds, I was swimmin’
I’m probably gon’ drown when I’m in it
I bet she gon’ get loud when I’m in it Uh, uh
And we might have a child when I’m finished

They say I’m Pac rebirth, never put out a weak verse
Homicides when we lurk, I’ma step ‘til my feet hurt
Weren’t put in them streets first
White tees turned burgundy t-shirts
Lookin’ for somethin’ real, he stuck in a deep search
Anxiety killin’ me, I just want to leave earth
When they ask if I’m okay, it just make everything seem worse
Tryna explain your feelings sound like something you rehearsed
Stabbed me in my back with a clean smirk
Lookin’ so deep into your eyes, I can read your thoughts
Shut the fuck—, I mean, please don’t talk
I done been through too much and I don’t need another loss
Put that on every war scar, for every battle I fought

Uh, copped a BMW, new deposit, I picked up another bag
Like, ”Fuck it, I’ma count while I’m in it”
I hear planes flyin’, crowds screamin’, money counters, chains clangin’
Shit, I guess that’s how it sound when you winnin’
I ain’t jokin’, do it sound like I’m kiddin’?
I’ve been makin’ like two thousand a minute
So high up through the clouds, I was swimmin’
I’m probably gon’ drown when I’m in it
I bet she gon’ get loud when I’m in it
And we might have a child when I’m finished