ーconfessions
i have no idea how long it's
been since you've left
how many minutes it's been
or perhaps hours
but my body has refused to
function anymore
i am still there
in the company of my own
reconsidering decisions
unable to go back home
i want to cry, i guess
i want to clean this mess
i am alone indeed
it almost feels the same
as the days when i'd
count the hours in tears
darkness engulfs me again
now that you aren't near
what just happened?
what did i do?
i happily take the blame of everything
just like i'm supposed to
i wish i'd been nicer to both of us
i can't take it back now
you promised to give us time and space
but i fear you'd never come back now
i fear that i'd be on my own
for as far as i can see
everything seems so dark
i can't breathe
and then it's almost like i see
a source of light amidst this darkness
i see your boyfriend right there
our eyes spot each other
i wish i could contain myself
a little better
but there isn't much that i can do
i have messed up heather
i think it's time for confessions
there's more than one
to apologizeand maybe just maybe
he too had some time to kill
so he stood there next to me
as i broke down and spilledー
time to come clean
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Heather | tk ✔
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