un pacte d'amour

I Can't Love Her..Ever!

KABEER'S POV

I feel guilty!

I feel hell guilty!

I am angry on myself still I can't do anything!

I don't know why it's paining so much to see her in pain! I can't see her in tears at all !

That pumping organ of mine is piercing but love is something which I can't !

I don't even know how does this love looks like!

I never knew my small gestures of care,concern and hugs can make her think like that!

As if you can stop yourself from caring for her.

Heck! I can't !

I want to comfort her but now she don't want that!

And she's right at her place!

Damn it!!!!

What should I do!!!

"Strange! She denied for ice cream" Sheena aunty whispered to herself coming downstairs and I sighed

"Aunty! You go! We'll have our dinner" I told and she nodded.

I sighed looking at her door!

Neither she'll be eating, nor I've appetite !

I went to my room but sleep was no where to come.

In the morning I woke up and getting ready went downstairs when found Sheena aunty clearing the table!

"Where's Baani?" I asked

"She went away..Umm..without breakfast" She replied glaring me

"What!!" I snapped

"What did you do?" she asked eying me.

"I didn't do anything aunty this time! And that's the problem" I said whispering last part to myself.

I sighed and called Natasha!

"Where are you" I asked

"At office sir" she replied

"Come here and take Baani's breakfast and make sure she eat" I commanded

"Right away sir" she replied

"Aunty,pack my breakfast too! I'll eat in office" I replied and she nodded

Natasha too came and I gave her the Tiffin box!

"Make sure she eats and lunch too and if she don't just inform me! " I told and she nodded

"Where's Danish" I asked and she blushed

Like seriously!

"At office only" She replied as I dismissed her!

I too went office but it was of no use!!

My mind was filled just with her and her thoughts!

"Sir!" My secretary nudged me and I glared her deadly

"What!" I snarled

"I..I'm sorry b..but " She was stammering which pissed me more.

"Stop stammering right this instant" I warned her and she gulped

"Now speak" I snapped

"Sir! Your signatures are needed on some papers" She asked and I nodded doing the same!