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she died ~ part 2

Gilbert and i went to my house, my dad was their with Arnie. Arnie was playing with some old barbie dolls of mine.. "hey Arnie" i said. He looked up and smiled a little. "oh god i feel so bad" i said. I start crying again.

"jil can i talk with you for a second" "sure dad tell me" "well your mother really really wants to try it again to be their for you, you know on your birthdays and stuff she's even gonna pay half of our rent" "outta nowhere!!?" "no sweetie your mom and i had a 3 hour talk about this" "alright then she is getting nicer and nicer but please i'm not fully satisfied with you saying mom" "yeah i'm sorry" my dad hugged me and went back to the kitchen.

Gilbert and i went upstairs and i wiped his tears of. "gilbert what if we start our own life, like a home and stuff i know it's very fast but.. i want you to be happy" "thanks jil i love you so much i really do!" he kissed me and lay down on my bed. I lay next to him and we both fell asleep in eachothers arm.

The next thing i know their was a whole crowded around us.. "oh- wow" i said. Finally you guys are awake my dad said. I saw everyone Arnie, Ellen, amy etc.

"dad shh Gilbert is still sleeping and otherwise this is so embarrassing" i began to laugh. "okay tell me and your dad when your ready" my "mom" said. "alright idk what we are gonna do but alright"

"gilbert wake up we need to make plans for the funeral.." "i don't wanna Jil.. i miss her so much" "aww come on you can do it your a strong man, i believe in you! you have no idea how proud i am of you.. really" "alright then i love you to baby"

we both went downstairs and we went to the kitchen.. I saw my dads face turn white "idk if we can get her out the house" he slowly said, and everyone got quiet...

to be continued...