You Rock My Heart

It's bigger than us

sanosaurus🦕

sexcwoo😘 i know i'm the last person you
want to talk to right now but we
have a situation
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it's bigger than us
if it wasn't important i wouldn't
have reached out
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it's about the bands
your leader commented on
my leader's post
they definitely know each
other but i haven't heard
anything from seonghwa
have you heard anything from
hongjoong?

sanosaurus🦕 shit

sexcwoo😘 i'm going to need a bit
more than that

sanosaurus🦕 hongjoong was gushing about
his new boyfriend that he made up
with last night at the pool

sexcwoo😘 shit

sanosaurus🦕 do you have more info?

sexcwoo😘 yeah
seonghwa also went down to
the pool last night

sanosaurus🦕 shitttt
what should we do?
they definitely don't know

sexcwoo😘 i have no fucking clue
when seonghwa finds out he's
going to flip out

sanosaurus🦕 hongjoong might not
actually be that mad

sexcwoo😘 what do you mean
he's his rival band leader
how could he get mad about
our relationship and have
no problem with dating
a member himself

sanosaurus🦕 that's the thing
i kind of told him everything

sexcwoo😘 what do you mean?
everything about what??

sanosaurus🦕 everything about us
and he actually handled it really well

sexcwoo😘 wth?!
you realize you weren't the only
neck on the line by doing that!?
what if he had gotten mad and
come after us for it??
i would've been in deep shit!

sanosaurus🦕 he would never do that
he's a good leader
he wouldn't take it any farther
than me and i knew i could take it
and besides, he was worried
about me and he wouldn't
stop asking what was wrong

sexcwoo😘 you're telling me you were
prepared to get kicked out just for
being honest with your leader?
you're too selfless san you could've
gotten into huge trouble!!
you never think about yourself!
you're not invincible

sanosaurus🦕 since when did you care what
i do

sexcwoo😘 i told you that taking a break
didn't mean i was happy with it
i never stopped worrying about you
idiot
if i don't worry about you who will??

sanosaurus🦕 if you really worried about
me you'd know how much you
would hurt me when you
broke up with me

sexcwoo😘 san you know that's not fair

sanosaurus🦕 you said it's bigger than us
so let's talk about them instead
i'm not ready to talk to you about us yet

sexcwoo😘 okay fine
but I owe you a talk eventually
okay?

sanosaurus🦕 fine
but i need time

sexcwoo😘 okay
take all the time you need baby

sanosaurus🦕 don't fucking call me that
you have no right

sexcwoo😘 im sorry it's just habit
i've thought about it and i
think i have a solution
if hongjoong is as understanding
as you say he is, maybe we should
tell him
we owe it to them to let them know
but i'm almost certain
seonghwa will flip out

sanosaurus🦕 so if we tell hongjoong
we give him the option to tell seonghwa
himself before that happens?
that's actually a really good idea

sexcwoo😘 i just hope he's as understanding
as you say he is
i know seonghwa can be cutthroat
but i don't want to see him get
hurt either

sanosaurus🦕 he won't come after
seonghwa
it's gonna be a lot for
him to process so it might
take him a bit to accept
but i'm certain he'll accept
seonghwa

sexcwoo😘 alright
keep me updated okay?

sanosaurus🦕 sure

sexcwoo😘 that goes for you too
if you're ready to talk please
let me know, okay?
i have a lot that you
deserve to hear from me
before we completely disconnect
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