51 | Wavering

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'Go on..' I muttered, hunching forward.
'Haeun.. I don't feel anything for her.' Jungkook said, slowly looking up to see me.

'Right right clearly that's true.' I scoffed.
'I'm serious Hee-Ra, I don't have any lingering feelings for her.'

'Then why the fuck didn't you push her away for? It seemed like you was fine with kissing your ex who cheated on you.' I questioned with a slightly irritated manner.

'I was shocked from seeing her apologize for the shit treatment she gave me and when she leaned in for a kiss, I wasn't thinking straight. I don't like her, I'm not even in contact with her. That brief encounter was just a coincidence, I swear I didn't know she was coming.' Jungkook justified.

I didn't reply to his explanation instead we both sat in silence for a minute or so before I finally gathered my thoughts.

'Look Jungkook, I forgive you ok? I understand the situation and maybe I was being over exaggerated about it so I'm sorry for being harsh on you.' I sighed.

'N-no it's not your fault, I too would be quite frustrated so don't blame yourself.. but thank you for forgiving me!' Jungkook grinned from ear to ear. He steadily grasped onto my hands and intertwined his fingers with mine.

I managed to make out a weak smile before slipping my hand out of his grip.
'Hee-Ra, is something still wrong?' Jungkook asked.

'I think we should break up.' I responded, holding back the tears which slowly started forming.

Jungkook stood up abruptly.
'What.. what are you talking about? Is this a prank or something? Hee-Ra?' He asked. The huge grin from before faded into a downhearted frown.

'I'm sorry Jungkook but I.. my feelings are wavering.' I stammered nervously.

'Did I do something wrong? Please explain why you're wanting to break up!!'

'You didn't do anything wrong Jungkook, it's me.. I think I'm falling for someone else.' I explained.

'Who? When? How can I make you like me again?' Jungkook bombarded me with questions.
'I can't tell you who, I'm sorry Jungkook. I just don't think it's right for us to continue like this.' I answered.

Jungkook looked at me from head to toe before approaching me and then pulling me into a tight hug.

'I'm sorry I couldn't be the one for you..' He whispered into my ear.

'I'm sorry for being so harsh on you earlier even though I was in the wrong too..' I cried, tightening my hold on Jungkook.

'Stop beating yourself for it, feelings are unpredictable, it can't be helped that you swayed. But promise me one thing.. we'll always stay as friends ok? Best friends at that.' Jungkook said, pulling out of the hug and positioning his pinky finger in front of him.

'I promise Jungkook forever and always.' I sniffed whilst locking my pinky finger on his.

He smiled at me fondly before pulling me into another hug.

A few minutes later

I left the garden first as Jungkook advised so I wouldn't catch a cold.

I ran up to my room and shut the door quietly behind me.

Our relationship is over... just like that. But it was the best option to go for to avoid future heartbreaks..

I leaped onto my bed and pulled the bed sheets over my head.
Only until then did I release all the tears I held back. So many questioned circled around in my mind.

But my little sobbing session was soon interrupted by the knocking on my door.

'Yh come inside.' I yelled out groggily.

Almost instantly, the door swung open and Jimin rushed into the room.

'Hee-Ra, are you feeling ok?' He inquired after he knelt down on the floor beside the bed facing me.
'Ha.. I don't know..' I mumbled.

'Your eyes are puffy and red..' He whispered softly while gently brushing the remaining tears off my face.

Quickly, I turned around to hide my face from Jimin out of embarrassment. However, Jimin then went over to the other side and looked at me with tender eyes.

'Why are you trying to hide?' He pouted.
'I don't want you to see my hideous face.' I sighed.
'Gosh stubborn Hee-Ra is making her comeback!' Jimin whisper-shouted sarcastically.

'Heyyy I'm being serious, I don't want you to see my face.' I chuckled.

'And that doesn't matter to me, you look the opposite of hideous and besides your well-being is what matters to me right now.' Jimin smiled.
'Thanks Mochi.' I smiled back warmly.

'Now Jungkook already explained what went down so I'd also like to hear your side of the story Princess.'

'Is Jungkook ok?' I asked, hoping to hear a positive answer.

'Yeah I guess, he's going to feel sulky for a while but it's only natural you know.' Jimin replied and I nodded.

'Well, I broke up with him because I didn't want to further hurt his feelings because of the fact that I l-' I stopped mid sentence after realising what I was about to tell Jimin.

'Why did you suddenly stop talking?' He asked.

'Erm I.. did Jungkook tell you why I broke up with him?' I said, diverting his attention.

'He said that you felt guilty of being harsh towards him and that you kind of fell out of love.' Jimin responded.

He didn't tell him about how I like someone else?

'Yh that's right, but erm Jimin you can go now. I feel like I'm being a bother to you.'

'Oh you aren't but if you want me to leave, I'll go.' Jimin replied.

'Also Mochi.. can you please not tell anyone about this for now?'

'Sure thing princess, and by the way I left a bag of chips and some chocolate sticks over there.' He said, pointing towards the bedside table.

'Thanks again Mochi.'

Two weeks later

It was finally meeting day to discuss the plan on how we were supposedly going to lure Yong-Chul and his mafia to us and then bring them to their demise.

It's also been two weeks since Jungkook and I had officially ended our relationship.

We both agreed to take a break from seeing each other for a while just so we could heal and focus on ourselves and therefore we didn't converse with each other, besides casual greetings of such.

And to be honest, it helped quite a bit. Both of us seemed much more better and healthier and most importantly we felt comfortable around each other.

I headed downstairs and sat around the meeting table. Namjoon arrived and hushed down all of us before addressing the proposal he and Seokjin came up with.

'It's quite simple, the plan starts off with a gala held at this very mansion.'











A/N:

Jungkook and Hee-Ra ended their relationship! How we feeling? 😭

And I wonder who was able to make Hee-Ra swerve? Maybe it's more than one person.. 🤭

Let me know all your thoughts in the comments!!

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