Chapter 15
Surrender
And just like what I have expected, we are here in Amanpulo with Carson. It was supposed to be a family thing but mom suggested na sumama daw si Carson since we have a little misunderstanding. Wow! Little pala ha. Let's see if he'll be able to stand my attitude.
"Let me help you up." He said while offering his hand. Nakasakay na kasi siya sa yacht and ako nalang ang hindi pa. Pati pala si kuya na akala mo naglalakad sa ilalim ng buwan. Napaka bagal kasi maglakad e ang init init. Napaka pabebe grabe.
"No thanks." I said and stepped in pero namali yata ako ng tapak dahil na out of balance ako.
Pumikit nalang ako kasi walang railings na makakapitan at siguradong mahuhulog ako sa crystal blue cold sea water.
But ilang segundo na yata akong nakapikit pero walang tubig na bumasa sa likod ko. I opened my eyes only to see Carson na nakahapit sa bewang ko.
I stood up as soon as I processed the situation.
"Ikaw ah! Bat ka nagba-blush huh?" Bulong sakin ni kuya na nakalapit na pala sakin ngayon.
"Ano nanaman ba?!" Inis na sabi ko kasi naman nagba-blush daw ako e hindi naman!
"We'll be island hopping and uh, Marcus, please keep your distance with those two let them make up on their own." Mom said and I looked at my silly brother with my, kuya no! look. Pero di niya nanaman nakuha yung look ko so ang ending, they are on the other side of the deck and nandito ako kasama yung siraulo na 'to.
"Hey, you want something? I'll head to the buffet table in case you want to eat something?" He said after some time. Medyo gutom na din naman ako so yeah I might as well use his offer.
"Anything will do. Just, no veggies. Thanks." I said and he immediately left my eyesight.
Pagbalik niya ay madami na siyang pagkain na dala. Nagpatulong pa talaga sa mga caterer para madala yung plato and other stuffs.
"Ang sabi ko anything will do, hindi everything." I said and he chuckled.
"Ayoko lang na magutom ang baby ko. Nagtatampo pa naman sakin baka malipasan kapag di ko pinakain." He said and I rolled my eyes.
'Shiara, 'wag kang bibigay, galit ka diba? 'Wag marupok its bad for your health girl!' Kausap ko sa sarili ko kasi naman napaka sweet niya yata today. Halatang may nagawang kasalanan e.
"Wala naman akong pakealam sa iniisip mo. My point is, ang dami dami mong dinala hindi naman makakain lahat." Sabi ko sakanya habang naka poker face. Alam kong bitchesa ang mukha ko kapag ganto so yeah.
"Great, I'll just tell them to take these back." He said and was about to call the caterer but I held his hand. Mukha kasing masarap lahat nung dinala niya, most of it pa are my favorite.
"Just keep them, I'll taste and maybe eat them all." I simply stated and he chuckled.
"Would you like to taste me too?" He teased me and I can't help but to just freakin' roll my eyes to hide my smile. Ni hindi ko din alam bat ako natutuwa sa ginagawa at sinasabi niya grrr!
"No thank you, you don't look appealing to me lol." He pouted after my statement but I still managed yo ignore him.
The day went on, we are so freakin' tired from all the swimming, eating and of course me, arguing with Carson. Kuya said that I can drink after we eat our dinner pampatulog lang daw e sure naman akong bagsak ako kaagad pagbalik ko sa villa.
So ayon nga, after namin mag dinner with mom and dad, kuya and I headed na sa mini bar ng restaurant. Di pa kami nagtatagal doon e nakita ko na kaagad si Carson na palapit samin kaya naman sinamaan ko kaagad ng tingin si kuya.
"I invited him here princess. Since pinagsama kayo nila mom and dad ng villa, I figured out na pwedeng siya na mag alaga sa'yo kasi alam ko naman na sobrang weak mo mag-inom hahahaha."
"I can't hate you but at this moment, I don't love you din." I murmured but he just laughed and binalingan na si Carson na nasa isang gilid lang.
We stayed there for an hour, of course pagod na pagod at antok na din ako kaya naman pagkabalik namin sa respective villa's namin e shower at tulog agad ang ginawa ko. Hindi ko na kinaya pang magprotesta kung bakit kasama ko yung kumag na 'to sa villa grrr. I'll do that tomorrow.
I just woke up when I heard someone talking to the phone.
"I know mom, inaayos ko nga po kami that's why I'm here." Carson stated. I didn't want to eavesdrop pero kasi bat nandito siya sa villa ko edi malamang maririnig ko.
"Mom I told you, I love Eline so much kaya hindi mangyayari yung illusion ni Kira. You know that right?" This time ini-speaker niya na yung phone and I heard tita Diana sighed before she spoke again.
"You better be good with Shiara talaga because I really want her to be your wife. I'll hang up now baby boy we still have a lot of scheduled meetings for tomorrow I need the beauty rest haha." That touched my heart kasi ako daw yung gusto ni tita for him uwu.
"Yeah mom. Have a good nights beauty sleep okay? I'll make extra efforts pa po to patch things up with my baby. Love you bye!" He said and ended the call before tita Diana even said I love you back.
He was about to leave the room but I got up kaya napatigil siya.
"Hey, did I wake you up? Si mommy kasi tumawag pa sinabi ko na nga na gabi na." He said while scratching the back of his head.
"Yeah I heard. Come here?" I said as I tap the empty space in my bed.
"Yeah I know you're awake hahaha." He said nung nakalapit na saakin.
"That's what I was thinking grrr! Pero I'll be good to you na." I said ang he immediately hugged me super tight!
"I missed you so much baby." He said and that made my heart freakin' flutter my god!
"Yeah whatever but I'll be good to you lang naman because of what tita said earlier. Like, that was the best thing a woman can hear from the mother of her fiancé." I said and he kissed me on my forehead. My most favorite thing that he's doing whenever were together, forehead kisses.
"I love you." He whispered on my ear. Ayaw niya pa din kasi ako bitawan we've been hugging each other for like 10 minutes na siguro my god!
"I love you too." I said and I felt that he froze. It's our first time exchanging I love you's maybe that's why.
"Hoy galaw galaw baka ma-stroke hahaha." I joked but right now I am wishing na sana pala hindi ko na sinabi. Because he's now on top of me, half naked and is now unbuttoning my pajamas.
"You can tell me to stop now baby, kasi kapag hinayaan mo ako I can't control myself anymore." He whispered through my ear while nibbling my ear.
"A-ano..." I can't find a word to say damn it!
"What? You're saying something, hmm baby?" He asked and it's like a freakin' magic word that all I did was shook my head and gave him more access to my neck.
"I'll be gentle, I promise." He smiled and placed soft kisses on me while slowly pushing himself inside.
"Oh my god! Ouch!" I screamed kasi naman it's so masakit! Fuck alcohol talaga huhu patay ako sa kuya ko talaga. Shit na I'll be gentle 'yaaan it's a scam huhu.
"Shh, I'm sorry. Is it okay now? Or you want me to stop?" He asked.
"No, uh you can move now. I guess." And then you know what happened next, we did that all night and we barely slept so the next morning we were left on our villa dahil pagod daw kami so we should just spend the day together. Buti nalang mom, dad and kuya didn't ask any more questions with how we got tired e ang aga lang namin bumalik sa villa.
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To be continued...
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