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Red lights. Ambulances. Panic.
Still holding the steering wheel tightly with my trembling hands, I see the ambulance service running into the apartment but giving loud, quick commands.
„ J-Jungkook she is bleeding. Strong. F-from her nose, her mouth .. s-she can't stop coughing. We have already called the ambulance.. just, just try to get here asap... she needs you. " Her words kept playing in my head.
I couldn't believe what was happening.
I honestly don't even know how I managed to get here without having an accident.
I look around, not knowing what to do. The feeling of being drifted away from actuality and of having nothing under control makes me close my eyes and press my head on the steering wheel for a short time. But the cold of the steering wheel doesn't help to get my headache away or the questions that are slowly but surely making me crazy.
Just the thought that I can lose her makes me lose my mind.
She is strong.
She will be fine.
She will be fine.
She will be fine, right ?!
It is the first time I had felt so helpless in my life as if my mind had stopped functioning. Clenching my teeth tightly I feel the tears rolling down my face. Fear takes control of me when I can no longer think clearly. So many noises from everywhere but the sound of my raging heartbeat is all I can actually hear. I failed. I failed.
„ Oh my goodness ! She is still bleeding !, " someone called out, taking me out of my thoughts.
It doesn't take long before I lift my head and my eyes widen in shock. The reality that I tried to run away from, right in front of me. My baby, my wife, my life, my everything is lying on the ambulance bed, as red droplets pour from her mouth and nose. Her eyes closed and her body lifeless, not a single sign of life.
The paramedics rush around her, attaching every possible machine to her while she just lies there.
