Liar • C.Soobin [EDITING]

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• No one pov •

Just like Soobin said, he was trying to keep his distance from Y/N. In the classroom, he would make sure that he won't be close to Y/N as he didn't want to invade her space, not until she was ready.

At lunch time, he went to sit with the boys as Y/N was now left alone at a table. He couldn't help but look at her from time to time.

The boys definitely saw that something was wrong with Soobin.

He no longer was smiling the way he did like when he was with Y/N. He didn't talk much and got back to his usual cold not talkative personality.

The four boys couldn't help but feel useless as they don't know how they can light up his mood and bring back the cheerful Soobin.

He looked like a dead men and the boys hated to see him in this state. He didn't eat much. Every time one of the boys offered him something to eat, he would always refuse as he said that he had no appetite.

He didn't talk to anyone as he was always looking at nothing in particular as if he lost he's soul or his purpose of living.

As for Y/N, she never felt more lonely in her life. She never thought that she would ever feel this way before. She remembered the time where she would always hang out with Teahyun and that he was always by her side. She remembered that even when Teahyun was no longer there, she still had someone else, Soobin. But know she had no one.

Every time she saw Soobin in the classroom or just in the hallway, there was always something in her that wanted to run up to him and hug him. She wanted to be in his embrace as she was already missing his presence.

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• Yoon Y/N •

After school, I went directly to Teahyun's house. Since this morning, I told myself that I needed to talk to him, but every time I tried to, he would always be with other people.

I waited for a couple of second after knocking on the door. The door finally opened showing Teahyun behind.

"Hey..." I greeted him. "Could we maybe, talk...?"

"Sure."

He took a step back and let me in and closed the door behind us and we went to sit in the living room

"How are you?" He ask me trying to start a conversation despite the awkwardness between us.

"I'm fine.." I lied to him while give a weak smile.

There was a moment of silence before he ask me again.

"How are you really feeling Y/N..?" He ask me again but with a serious and concern face.

I looked at the floor as I didn't know how to respond to such an easy question. Knowing him for many years, I knew that he won't stop asking me until he hears the answer his looking for.

"Not good...." "it hurts Teahyun.." My eyes started to get watery as I was now looking at him.

"I'm sorry Y/N... You shouldn't have known like this, but he didn't want to tell you the truth and I just couldn't help but feel bad doing nothing."

"It's fine. At least now, I know his true intentions."

There was a moment of silence as none of us sais anything. There was this awkward tension between us and I hated it knowing that before, we were inseparable.

"Do you think... we can be friends again?" I ask him as i couldn't stand the awkwardness anymore.

"I... I don't know Y/N.."

I felt my heart been stabbed multiple times again.

After what happened with Soobin, I couldn't help but feel bad for not believing Teahyun since the beginning. I missed him and I felt lonely. Loosing Soobin was already hard for me but if I'm going to loose him too, I don't know what to do.

"I warned you since the beginning yet you choose to trust him. Do you know how hurt I was?" He started with a low a calm voice. "We were friends for so many years yet you choose him over me as if our friendship meant nothing to you.." a tear was now escaping his eyes. "I'm not something you can throw away when you don't need me and take me back when you have no one else. I'm more then that."

I felt tears running down my cheeks. He wasn't wrong. I treated him like he was nothing and I didn't deserve his forgiveness.

"Even tho I really want to be angry at you right now, I just can't." "You know why? Because I actually liked you! I liked you more then a friend, but I never planned to tell you. I didn't want to ruin our friendship and it hurted me to see you suffer like this." "Yet even now when you made me go through so much pain, I still can't hate you."

I was speechless. I couldn't say anything, my mouth wouldn't say any words even if I tried my best to talk.

"I think I'll need some time before we can actually be friends like before... at least some time to heal." "It's the least I can do to myself."

"I understand..., I shouldn't have been selfish and I should of have believed you since the beginning." "Even if it takes years before you can forgive me, I'll wait." Tears was now trying to escape my eyes.

He slowly took my arm as he wrap me in a tight hug. I wrap my hands around him as I dig my face in his chest and let out tears.

After a minute or so, I broke the hug and I stood up. "I should get going."

I walked to the front door while wiping my tears. As I was about to grab the doorknob, he said something that made me stop and look at him.

"You know Soobin likes you don't you?"

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