❝ how could i hate him?
he's such an angel
but then again,
kinda wish
he were
dead. ❞ ー pjm
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where park jimin pens down the love story of his crush (jungkook) and his really pretty lover (taehyung).
[ 13 Oct 2020 - 6 June 20...
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i had been introspecting for days, for hours and somehow i am not at ease i know the past is long gone but not the apologies i hate how i let it be i should have done something back then when i was at my worst behaviour with heather and my old friend i hate to even remember it i hate the way i was i hate that older, insufferable version of myself the one that had it all and took it for granted i am scared i know sugar won't be proud of me the least bit if i tell him what i did to them he won't be impressed or worse, he wouldn't like me no more but that's not the point i don't want to fix my mistakes to put a nice impression on my boyfriend i want to fix my mistakes because two angels deserve it i hadn't been the best to them it's left me aching for days what do i do now? how should i get rid of this guilt? i look myself in the mirror a nasty habit of mine whenever i'm crying at this point i even hate making eye contacts with myself i hate living with guilt i hate this mess i look into the mirror a bit more and a voice in me said keep no secrets no more and that gave me strength
i have to tell it all to sugar i need to be honest.
