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sixteen ☦︎

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"everything i wanted ( slowed + reverb)"

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i awoke with a small jolt
my vision still a bit blurred from my sleep— but i could still see the sun rays coming through the tree top leaves

the sound of birds chirping in the distance, along with the splashing sounds of water
my head turns slowly to see you wrapping my broken hand—
placing two thick flat pieces of wood on the top and bottom parts of my hand and wrapping it with some vine—

" hey handsome.. feel a bit better?"
your voice was like soothing music, bringing a small smile across my face

"yeah.. everything still hurts, but not as much anymore"
i sat up from my laying position and place my back against the large tree i had hid behind
you scoot your body closer to mine

the sound of fabric ripping makes me turn my head to the side,
only to see you ripping the long sleeves off of your pollo shirt

" george what are you?— "
you don't say a word.. instead you take one sleeve and wrap it around the cast you had made for my hand—
taking the other and doing the same but this one you created a tight knot at the top—

"there!— "
a proud smile spreads across your face,
my face blushing so much from both the embarrassment and the sight of how proud you were of yourself

then the memories of what technoblade had told me came flooding back to me—
suddenly realizing that i had to tell you everything
" george?.. "

"hmm?— yes clay what is it?"

i bit my lip anxiously— gripping my hair and hiding my face into my knees
you scoot your body closer to mine and lay a gentle hand on my hidden face—
turning me to look at you—
your lips spreading into a comforting smile killed any anxiety i had in me

i took a deep breathe in and a deep breathe out
" You're the rightful ruler of Mared—
the rightful king"

" what?.."
a confused tone was heard, but i continued with my sentence

" you.. are puffy's biological son—
you're the rightful heir to the throne—
not me "

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꧁ ☦︎ ꧂ Everything I Wanted ( slowed + reverb)

after explaining everything.. silence filled the air
time almost felt unreal
the face of shock on your face after i explained everything—
from technoblade—
to puffy coming in my dream—

my arms hugged my knees as i rested my chin on top
shortly after a while, a hand was placed on my shoulder
" clay.. are you okay?"

what?..
a confused look spread across my face
"y— you're asking me? if i'm okay?—
george, i just told you that my life is yours and your concerned about me?!"
tears forming in my eyes, pushing his hand off my shoulder

" i stole your life!—
i stole your mom!—
you had to fight to even eat! a piece of bread—while i was using golden spoons and eating seasoned chicken!—
how can you sit there and ask if I AM the one who's okay!— "
i hugged myself and looked away, not wanting to face him at all
the guilt was eating me alive

"why.. just why are you still being so nice to me
i don't deserve any of this"

the tears continued to fall as i hugged myself tighter..
ignoring the pain in my hand—
ignoring the pain in my mind—
ignoring the pain in my heart—

"and i do clay?"
my eyes opened as i turned to look at him

" i don't deserve this anymore than you think i do"
a confused expression forms on my face,
yet.. your hand still reaches over to caress my cheek as you lean into my ear

" i betrayed you—
i lied about being part of all this—
i put you in a position where you had to choose me or your friends—
i'm the reason your hurting right now "
i could feel him trembling, his voice broke slightly
it broke my heart
you lean back to face me once more, now seeing that you had tears forming in your eyes

" yet you still embrace me, like a toddler afraid of the dark—
you still smile at me with bruises painted on your face—
you still cry.. just for my sake— "

your face leans closer to mine, my heart feeling like it was beating right out my chest
your other hand placed directly onto my aching heartbeat
" your heart still beats— like it yearns for me"

staring directly into those blue and brown eyes was like looking at the earth from above—
the beautiful brown shade representing nature,
and the beautiful blue shade representing the sky

my eyes themselves began to close slowly along with yours
our faces leaning into one another, the hand that was placed onto my chest slowly trails down my torso—
passing my thigh—
eventually landing onto my non-injured hand,

"my heart pines only for you.. clay "
our fingers lock with one another as our lips did the same

i could feel the heat bouncing off our faces and bodies
your lips in rhythm with mine
our moans mixed with the sounds of nature
it was everything i wanted

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my head rested peacefully on your shoulder
i'm a hundred percent sure i was lightly snoring but you didn't mind at all
instead— letting me peacefully enjoy the moment we had together

that is— until you shook me awake with urgency
"clay, he's coming!" you said with a shout like whisper

"what?.. "
i said groggily as i jolted up on my feet

" c'mon follow me!—"
he grabs my hand and we began to run, i listened to my surroundings
in the distance i heard it— a familiar voice calling out my name with anger
technoblade
he wasn't alone.. i could hear more than one pair of footsteps
they found us

my pace quickens along with georges as bushes and trees hit us as we ran
george moved a large tree branch after we had been running for a while
revealing a horse peacefully eating grass— with georges bow and arrow hanging off the side

he quickly helps me onto the horse and grabs his weapon
upon turning around i saw that technoblade and the others had caught up and were running towards us
the brit looks up at me
" get us out of here clay!— "
he jumps onto the back of the horse
"i'll hold them off from behind"

i did as told and grabbed the horses bridle—
tugging at it to signal the stallion to heed forward
george grabs two arrows and aims them at the bandits
he lets go of the string as the arrows flew towards the men
they all stopped and ran back seeking cover behind some trees
the brunet laughing in victory as he gave them a victorious middle finger

everything felt like an epic dream— and if it was? i never want to wake up
with nothing else to do in that moment— i just let out a laugh and cheered with him as we rode on the path back to Mared

but not all stories have a happy ending do they?

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